you & i

Monday, June 30, 2008

@ 5:28 PM

~ sigh ; -.-"

haish. as you can see, i started my post by sighing. not somthing good to start with though. but what to do kan? anyway, some things have been great la. but some are not. kk, let me start from the first thing.

about school, okay la. miss yani is back, but she is no longer our form teacher. kind of miss her being our form teacher. then next, about lessons. some lesson im able to concentrate, but not all. like usual, poa has always been the greatest lesson ever. just that kite macam budak terbiar, asyik kene tuka class ajer. but overall, school is okay la. in fact, much better. (maybe?) idk.

then today, after school went to gek poh instead of loitering around the frontier library. bought this and bought that. then went to kfc to eat. afterall, everything oky la. but i wasn't involve in most of the conversation. biase jugak, irni da dapat makan teros diam. but at the end of the day, i.f.d.i.s were still the ones that makes my day. :)!

and my dearest kembar goreng is now well-known as loh mai kai. her chinese name, and she gave me a chinese name of fun choy. pe saje la, bored nye pasal dalam class. so, we made our very own chinese names pakai name makanan. hm, i.f.d.i.s, see this emotion. -.-' actually, it suits her more to have chinese names, instead of me kan? because got people asked me, "kawan u yang kembar goreng tu cine ehh?" and then still got, "i selalu nampak kawan u, yang putih2 tu. but not u." padehal during recess i always with that fadhilah. but he saw her, never saw me.

and this goes to that few people. kau memang takde care nye orang. takya nak act besar, because aku tak heran. chibai kau! ape, abeh pikir kau buat macam gitu je big deal ar. fuck off sial. kau memang tak gune sebab kau tak pikir kan pasal diri orang laen. jangan harap aku nak kasi kau ape yang kau nak ar. fat hope babi! go through what i have gone through ar, baru kau tahu senang ker susah. kalau kau berani, kau buat dulu ar ape yang kau suruh aku buat. kau pengecut buto! sebab tu kau suruh aku buat. sebab kau tak berani buat. where's your guts berok?

Saturday, June 28, 2008

@ 6:23 PM

phew! im done doing the physical education (PE) stuff. already had it typed and printed out. and while listing down all my homeworks just now, i realised that i got a lot of homeworks that needs to be done this weekend. there is maths, chemistry, poa, social studies and physic. alamak, how to get all this done in just two days sei.

i tried doing poa just now, but then its like very confusing sei. the question changed alot. know why? just because in that question, that stupid rajah go and added another $12 000 to the partnership's capital. if only that sentence never exist in that question, then i know how to do already. err.. chemistry half-way done. physic ten-years series was left under the table. haha. then for social studies, i brought the worksheet home. but the textbook was left under the table. see see, how to do when i don't have anything to refer to. haiya haiya, so many excuses.

suddenly i remembered about the person at the frontier library. since i.f.d.i.s always went to the library after school right, then there is this one man at the library cafe ar. he works there la, then he usually talks to us. although he look kinda scary, but he is actually friendly. then he reminded me of that time on tuesday. while we were all decorating the card for miss yani right, then got this one paper yang da tak pakai. then at the paper got alot of the fabric ink that we use to draw on shikin's table. then he help us to throw la, then he never saw the ink. then he go and touch then his hand got the bekas. so many sia. haha. tak baik sak aku. very lame la, but i got nothing to post. so i write about this la. haha. -.-

and lastly, try the thing below. its so cool.

@ 12:35 AM

okey, im back home! and as promised, i will update about the polar bear story thingy. but before that, this is what i.f.d.i.s did after school today. table shikin yang jadi mangse, but she said never mind. some more we said that on monday, we will be peeling the dried ink together. haha. berape la agaknye gaji kite dapat buat keje macam gini.

then just now, went to jalan besar stadium again for the match. who eh, gombak united vs young lions tak salah. but we came late la. not forgetting, a beribu sorry to fadhilah for not asking you along. ticket tak cukup beb! mintak ampun. but this tuesday, ade match with sape entah. i forget la. but its at jurong west stadium. kalau free-free, i.f.d.i.s babes go together okey? if only you guys want, or interested in watching. haha. but just now, we came late by a few minutes. let me see, there is one time off-side (maybe?). and the score was 2-1. err, thats all. then after that, went to Lau Pa Sat to eat. yuumm.. ahh then right, mum asked abang la, "ehh referee tu sape? kau kenal?" then i kpo-kpo go near them and hear la. sekali abang replied, "kenal. azEhar. ehh, salah. azhar." then suddenly i like no reaction in front of them. teros terdiam, kalau tahu aku tak gi dengar ehh. haha.

and here it is. the polar bear story, wehee ~ its midnight now. so anggap je ni story telling aku sebelum korang tido la okey. -.-err.. continuing from where fadhilah stop. but this is another part of the story la k.

pade suatu mase dahulu, polar bear A dan polar bear B sungguh rapat dan mereka berkawan baik. walaupun polar bear A telah mendengar banyak cerite tentang polar bear B daripade orang ramai, namun polar bear A hanya membuat bodoh sahaje tentang kate-kate mereke. polar bear A berbuat demikian kerane die tahu bahawa kawannya itu, polar bear B, tidak seburuk yang mereke sangkakan. namun lama-kelamaan, polar bear A mendapat tahu bahawa polar bear B telah melakukan sesuatu perkara yang buruk terhadap polar bear A. walaupun mereke sudah berkawan lama, namun polar bear A tetap membuat keputusan untuk berpisah daripade polar bear B kerane sikap polar bear B sudah keterlaluan. polar bear A pun mula menjauhkan diri daripade polar bear B. sejak itu, mereke berdua tidak berbual langsung. tetapi pada akhirnya, polar bear A pun bertemu dengan rakan-rakan lain. pada saat itu, polar bear A pun tahu bahawe rakan-rakan barunya itu adalah kawan sejati. namun, keaadan menjadi semakin buruk. polar bear B semakin mengade-ngade dan memlakukan perkare yang membuat polar bear A serta rakan-rakannya membenci kepade polar bear B. tetapi yang pelik nye, mereke semua hairan mengapa polar bear B ini suke sangat MENGIKUT SETIAP CARA-CARA polar bear A dan rakan-rakannya.

namun demikian, untuk mengakhiri cerita ini. saye ingin mengatakan sesuatu, iaitu siapa makan chilli die yang terase pedas k. so, kalau korang tak buat gitu but if korang terase, then tu korang nye pasal. and do remeber that we have alot of friends, so tak semestinye by telling this stories. it means that we are refering to you alrite. no offence about this post. just want that certain some one to know that being a hypocrite won't bring you to anywhere.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

@ 6:25 PM

today, things was like usual la. first period was SEL, free period dok. best, but me and fadhilah just did our own things la. after that was chemistry, then physic. both science lessons was okey je la. then recess, after that malay. very pity sey cikgu hani, the boys kept talking about her. like tak baik sey. then me and fadhilah laugh about something else, then cikgu cakap "kenape awak asyik ketawe kan saye jer?" all because the boys kept talking about her la, then she thought me and fadhilah also laughing at her. kesian sey cikgu.

then after that, got two free periods of english. teacher did not come in because she got some choir stuff to attend to. but still got work to do la. but this time, the relief teacher was very good. me, fadhilah, shikin and daniaty listen song at our handphone also she never scold. but the yesterday teacher that relief for english lesson very ngade-ngade. padehal she is a new teacher in this school, then dah nak act big. pe je, cb! haha. with us she talks like nak marah-marah, but with some of the chinese boys she talks like nak act cute. chibeh betol! haha. binget sei! i really hope that she won't relief for our class anymore in the future sey! ergh! then after school ended, accompanied daniaty until 1.30pm because she got POA remedial.

then since my POA remedial was cancelled, so me, shikin and fadhilah went off first then waited for amalina and daniaty at the library. but before that, we went to shikin house first to take somthing. then we go jurong point first to buy food sebab da lapar sangat. the three of us bought tom yam noodles. then went to buy drinks, and straight away go to the library. then tak expect to saw azhar on the way to the library la. haha! triple P da gatal. (only fadhilah knows what triple P is) then reached the library, eat and eat. the food nice sey. but i eat cannot finish also la. haha. i share money with shikin to buy the food, but she eat tak sampai half sey. then around three plus, amalina and daniaty came. :)! then we start doing, or rather decorating the card for miss yani. hehe.

aiya, so boring sey talked about my daily life. hehe. want to talk about him, but later people thought i perasan or shiok sendiri pulak. so never mind la. just keep it in my heart first. haha! one day then i shall let everything out here. :)! bye people!

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

@ 5:20 PM

tomorrow is thursday, which means late day. finally, i can wake up a bit late for school. i have been waking up at 7am for the past three days of school. ye-ye jer kunci jam at 6.15am. but then, i still got extra 45minutes of sleep. okeila, but still at school quite sleepy. especially maths! haha. and there is maths homework today ar. but i don't even know how to do a single bit. da sah bodoh, nak mampos pulak tu!

then just now very stupid sia. me and shikin have been talking about this one guy ar. its two different people with same name. we thought that all this while we were refering to the same person. but then actually she is talking about one of them, and im talking about the another one. so merepek sey! then everything that she told me about that guy, i thought she was refering to the same guy that im talking about. haha. pe jer sak! luckily we found out soon. no wonder la when i asked him, then he always says, "huh? ape u berbual? tak la. tu bukan i la. i tak kenal pun sape ********." tsk, buat malu aku jer! paisey sak.

and we fought again, aiya. so sad. chatted with him on tuesday night like that, kalau tak salah la. actually got alot of things to share with him. alot of things to tell him about. betol sey. but i don't get the chance to do it sey. we managed to chat for only a few hours. then gaduh, most of our conversations was filled with arguments. what the hell sey. why must always fight? never mind la. obsticles of relationship agaknye. chei, relationship sei. jangan berangan la irni, relationship konon. maybe in my dreams, yes. haha. ;) okeila. obsticles of friendship la ehh. fair enough. haha.

phew! im still not satisfied, with this certain someone. be original la sak! asal semue nak kene ekot-ekot. pe saje! merepek! you got me and fadhilah really fed-up with you. whatever dengan kau! yes la. whatever with the big capital 'W'. f-o! (fuck-off!) -.-" finally, whats so difficult about being original?

whatever!! says:
shorty cannot maki!
whatever!! says:
hahaha.
whatever!! says:
jk.
irnihernani. says:
eleh. so what kalau shorty?
irnihernani. says:
big deal meh kalau tinggi?
irnihernani. says:
pe jer! haha.
whatever!! says:
hahahah.
whatever! says:
i know u are still shorter than me!
whatever!! says:
hahahha.
irnihernani. says:
eleh, beh nak action.
irnihernani. says:
tak heran la orang tinggi.

again, his nick is not whatever!! its different people this time. furthermore, what so good about being tall? -.-"

Monday, June 23, 2008

@ 7:04 PM

I stands for Irni, A stands for ...? haha. anyway, the picture says it all. since today is the first day of school, i.f.d.i.s babes is back to our old habit. which is, lepak-ing around the frontier library. biase jugak, our usual spots. mane lagi kan tempat kite nak pegi. haha. somehow, we are addicted to go to the library everyday after school. like we don't have to ask each other, "korang nak pegi mane?" because straight away all of us will be heading towards the library, automatically. haha.

and time flies real fast. in a blink of an eye, i.f.d.i.s babes have been together for two months plus. haha. treasure them hell alot! like one caption, "friends are like glue when everything falls apart." yea, they are forever there in times of need or difficulties. haha. friends forever! ;)

and of course, i won't forget to mention about that "kucing-tiruan" in my post today. she is really damn irritating. as in, of course la everybody have this attitude of being irritating. but hers are like, too much. why the hell must you follow almost everything that we does. so annoying! you may not have realised it, but its really getting on our nerves. don't think that we are going to close one eye about this forever. i don't mind if you followed a bit about us, but atleast know your limits. you are worse than a kucing-tiruan. then again, you won't feel terase if you had not done this to me and my i.f.d.i.s babes. so, kalau sesape terase then it means that im refering to you.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

@ 8:39 PM

hello hello! haha. school reopened tomorrow, tak sabar sei! but still, all homework not yet done. except for physic la, tu pun sikit ajer. hmpfft, tak boleh harap langsung! anyway, i stayed home all day. because, the child care centre is opened back! haha. yea yea, anak sedare aku SEMUE datang. best best. but very tiring ar. of course la, kids are usually like that. but i really had fun layan-ing them. hehe.

then around six plus, followed dad to jurong west stadium because he need to go to the gombak united office for a while. actually i was quite tired to follow la, but my eldest anak sedare cried when she saw dad going out of the house. so, accompanied her la. hehe. then while dad went to his office for a while, i took my anak sedare for a jog at the track. but half-way, she asked me to carry her. -.-' so, carried la. then saw my dad, and we go for another one more round. the three of us together. this time round, she asked me to carry but i let my dad do the job. haha. but when almost reaching the finishing line, she run like mad until her pants almost drop because pampers da berat sangat. and sumpah aku selenge, still wearing my st. john advance NCO course tee-shirt with short. baju tu da la besar, then ni short quite pendek. mampos, -.-

and im so dissapointed in you. you told me that nothing will happen to me. you will always be there to ensure that everything is going to be alrite. you told me that whichever guy tried to make use of me or be rude to me, you will make sure that he gets what he deserves. you promised to be my guardian angel forever, no matter what. you even said that any guys that have bad intention towards me will have to deal with you first. but, where we were you when i need you the most? at times like that, i was hopping that were you there protecting me. but i guessed i have to change my mindset now. you are no longer yourself now. you don't even talk to me anymore. perhaps you might have said those lines to other girl already by now. haish.

forget it, forget it. anyway, to all boonlayians. see you in school tomorrow! haha. semangat sekolah seminit.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

@ 10:39 PM

finally, im done with updating all the pictures! it took me a whole few minutes to get this done, phew! and as you readers can see, miss yani is super duper gorgeous. agree? yup yup. cannot deny it! hehe. well, what do you expect? kate permaisuri sehari, right? yea, my turn will come. one day, it sure will. (: just need to wait. hehe. *parasan tak agak-agak* after the wedding ceremony, suddenly me and fadhilah tak sabar nak kahwin. hehe. miang.

anyway, im going to make things short about today's happening. firstly, went to meet shikin somewhere near the frontier library. then walked around jurong point to find a gift for miss yani. haha. then met the rest at control station. im sure you know who the rest refers to la. then took the train to dhoby ghaut, and alighted. need to walk a few distances before reaching the place, which is held at fort canning la. so romantic. haha. then we eat and eat. and not forgetting, we took pictures. hehe. its at the top there. okeila, then sat around the fort canning park for some times. then around four plus, fadhilah daniaty and amalina walked around dhoby ghaut. since me and shikin got to go off early, so we did not followed them. but before going back, shikin accompanied me to bugis because i wanted to find something. hehe. and off we went to home sweet home. wee~ *such a boring post* -.-'

and this one whole paragrah is for him, hope he knew that im refering to him. anyway, nothing much. just going to let out my feelings here. first things thing, i don't mind about the way you treat me now. because it simply matters no more. but all i knew was that, i still love you. im being straight-forward. up to you to believe it or not. even if you come across my blog and read this, it won't make much different. because all this simply means nothing to you. furthermore, you won't even care. because why, you got her. yes, she means more to you. im not jealous, nor will i hate her. i just wanted to make thing clear here. thats it. pfft!

Friday, June 20, 2008

@ 2:27 PM

selenge bacin says:
d/o pe??
selenge bacin says:
mamak ekh ?
selenge bacin says:
=)
irni hernani d/o swandi ahmad says:
hahaha. a'ah la.
irni hernani d/o swandi ahmad says:
kau ape tahu.
irni hernani d/o swandi ahmad says:
lols.
selenge bacin says:
confrm pe??
selenge bacin says:
ko ade d/o.
irni hernani d/o swandi ahmad says:
ade la. nk tipu kau buat ape.
selenge bacin says:
ekh?
selenge bacin says:
hahaha.
irni hernani d/o swandi ahmad says:
abeh. tak percaye lak dekni.
selenge bacin says:
hahaha.
irni hernani d/o swandi ahmad says:
pe kau? haha.

si selenge bacin tu betol-betol percaye yang name aku ade d/o. haha. actually his nick was not selenge bacin la, but i just change it for identity purpose. cheii, hm. hope he don't come across my blog, kalau tak mati aku. haha. pe nye kawan la, name jer primary six same class. tapi name betol aku pun tak tahu. haha. to make it worse, he does not even know yang aku ni pure malay. tsk, pe lei buat.

and i really hate myself, tsk! see la, im late for poa lessons again. actually last night fadhilah messaged and we planned to go for breakfast first. she said that we will be meeting the rest at 9.20am la, then i so confident can wake up early so i called her and agreed la. but this morning i woke up at 9.15am. then called her and said that i will not be following. then i think still got ALOT of time ar, so i go and sleep back. padehal da 9.15am, lesson started at 10am. hmpfft. then suddenly received a message from fadhilah, then i look at the minutes time its only 38am. so it thought its 9.38am la. so, take my own sweet time and gosok baju, sekali i see the clock at living room dah pukol 10.45am sei. shit sak, late again. so, get to attend the lesson for 15 minutes only. because lesson eneded early, at 11.15am instead of 12pm. haish.

then after the lesson ended, we sat at the room for a while and do chemistry worksheet because its due today. then went to the toilet again, because of the same reason. haha. but along the way to the toilet very funny, i cannot stop laughing. the malay IT guy kept giving us teka-teki non-stop. we are already in rush need to go to the toilet badly, then he said, "okey, ni last. dalam nombor satu sampai seribu, nombor ape yang ...." so, we believe him la as he said its the last. but then he continued giving one after another. he even followed us until infront of the girl's toilet. funny sia. difficult to explain here la. only me and i.f.d.i.s babes knows the real situation.

then after that straight away go out of the school. shikin went home, fadhilah amalina and daniaty went to the library. i went to meet him, and headed to so-called "IMM" la. i don't know how to desribe la, but its somewhere near IMM. thought of eating lunch first, but then tak sempat. so, straight away go home. wee~ take the bike. very windy, skirt pun melayang-layang. da macam lagu boboy lak, cintaku melayang-layang. haha. but this one not cinta la, its my skirt. but before that, ade orang tu da kusyuk isap rokok sampai duit tertinggal. haha. kesian lak tengok de, cos i don't allowed him to take his money back. haha. but never mind. just anggap that the money is not his rezeki. but on second thought (kenal tak word ni, haha.), serve him right for his carelessness. haha.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

@ 3:22 PM

as can see, my dearest kembar goreng is stressed with her hair. and me, busy taking picture of us. haha. anyway, we went to pioneer mall yesterday. at first planned to meet at 2pm. then we delayed to 2.30pm because we were so engrossed watching some videos. not porn la, obviously. then sadly it started to rain, getting heavier and heavier. so, must delayed some more until the rain stops. so finally, we met at 3.30pm. went to eat at koufu first, because both of us da macam budak tak makan sepuluh tahun.

eat and talk and eat. we spent almost one whole hour at the koufu. then talked about meeting our future husband's mother. many more la. then went to watson. thought of buying the don't know what, but then tak jadi. so, decided to cut our fringe at the shop beside the stationery shop. then fadhilah was not satisfied with her fringe, because the people cut anyhow. so, she has to go to another shop to get it altered. a total of $6 just for fringe. after that, around six plus, we went home.

thats all for yesterday. haha. and the person that i expect to message me never did, but instead the one that i don't expect to, really messaged me. then yesterday night he messaged, "irni, da tido?". heck, to hell with you. jangan harap aku nak reply. but right, the night before that ar. i just lay down because i cannot get to sleep, from 12am to 3.15am. one more hour to go before 4.15am. told myself not to sleep. but da ngantok, so tertido la. then woke up, but late by fiftheen minutes. which means at 4.30am. quickly reached out for my handphone and give him a miss call. then he miss call me back. atleast i knew he has woke up for work already. haha. then around five plus, i woke up again. check my handphone, but no message. haha. expect him to say, "i have already gone out to work. take care." or something close to that la, but takde. but never mind. haha. because the next day he message and say thanks. wuhoo~ ;)

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

@ 3:44 PM

the reason why i updated this photo is because, im overjoyed that gombak united became the champion of the 2008 s-league. congratulations to them. finally, their hard work was paid off. and on top of that, the man of the match was obatola. yes, jersey number 20. hehe. see, 20 has always been my lucky number. but whatever it is, hope gombak united will continue to work as a team and strive for the best. good luck to them for the upcoming match. all the best players! hehe.

anyway, the game yesterday was indeed a tense one for everyone. and that included the players, coaches, cheerlearders and supporters. basically because, its the final match. and it happened twice when the ball went into the goal. but sadly, it was off side. so, its not counted. but never mind. cerite dah abis pun. but like suddenly aku semangat bola gitu. haha.

and right, today is tuesday. which also means that, today is the day that he will be back from overseas. gosh! its only now that i remembered, after seeing his name appearing on my msn contact lists. yes yes, he is online. haha. okeila, no offence. but i don't like. he is acting like mane nye big fuck. eeew, he went too far i think. haha. and the way he talked, like nak step mat rep. nanti tah ape-ape name group pun de keluarkan.

Monday, June 16, 2008

@ 3:30 PM

the two most-favourite picture taken of the day. like usual, it will always be me and fadhilah cam-whoring during poa class. too bad, shikin could not come today. messaged her in the morning, and she told me that she is sick. kesian shikin. get well soon bestie! looking forward to meet my kembar goreng again this friday. hope this time round, shikin had already discover so that she is able to join us. anyway, i was late for class today. and i miss half of the lesson. chet! so wasted. lesson started at 9.30am, but i woke up at 9.28am. then iron p.e tee-shirt and skirt. after that, went to bath. i really did not believe that i took such a long time to bath. from 9.50am to 10.20am. hehe. banyak berangan la kat bilik air. then get dressed all that, and went to school. haish. determined not to be late again this friday. if not, mesti Mr Chua tu mengamok.

but fortunately, lesson ended early today. in fact, ten minutes earlier. baek kan cikgu tu. thats why la i love poa. but must not take advantage la. kasi muke, pijak kepale. ish, not good not good. then went to the toilet a while. ade hal la katekan. chey, berbual macam ader gaduh jer ehh. padehal stakat tengok cermin. then met amalina outside staff room. after that, straight away go home. but amalina and fadhilah went to jurong point. then when reached home already, get changed and followed mum to NTI. then she went for her appointment, and i walked around there alone. macam budak terbiar, kesian. looked around this one shop that sells mickey mouse, hello kitty, winx club, pooh, dora and many more stuffs la. i spent most of the times there. but never buy anything pun. haha. after that, met mum outside the clinic. went to buy some stuff and food for lunch. yum, mine was nice. hehe. then called dad to take us. visited kubur arwah nenek for a while. and went home. haha.

after this, maybe around six plus, will be going to jalan besar stadium to watch soccer match. wuhoo, its the final i think? not sure la. hehe. then after the soccer match ended, maybe around ten. we will be heading to johor. but just untuk isi minyak la, because there won't be any shop that is still open since it will already be at night. haish. )':

Sunday, June 15, 2008

@ 4:40 PM

#1. What do you want most now ?
- i want to study, study and more study. (macam paham ehh) i want school to be reopen really soon.

#2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket ?
- i want to go Mauritius! someone promised to bring me there for our honeymoon. im still waiting!

#3. What's your favourite thing to do ?
- blogshopping, sleep. then blogshopping, and sleep again.

#4. Do you think money can buy happiness ?
- no. its better to get happiness from your beloved ones.

#5. If you can have one dream to come true , what would it be ?
- hm, to shut his mouth so that he won't be able to talk nonsense with me anymore. haha.

#6. Do you believe you can survive without money ?
- i believe i can survive without money, but not without air.

#7. Do you think there is such a thing called 'love' ?
- of course la. if not why are there so many relationships going on. -.-

#8. If you won $1million , what would you do ?
- i would divide it by three. one-third will be given to mum and dad. another one-third goes to the mosque.

#9. What do you dream of doing in the future ?
- in the future, i would be walking down the ward with pens and files. recording down patient's blood pressure and temperature.

#10. List out 3 good points about the person who tagged you?
- she is someone i can share my problems with. always there for me through thick and thin. but most importantly, she 's my kembar goreng!

#11. What makes you happy ?
- if i pass my 'N' and 'O' levels. rushed home and showed it to mum and dad. after seeing a big smile on their face, thats when i will be happy.

#12. What type of person do you hate the most ?
- the one who always stares at me and my friend in school. yea, that bitch.

#13. Where do you see yourself 10yrs down the road ?
- i'll be 26 by then. perhaps i'll be staying at home, attending to my few-months-old first child. or maybe i will still be working.

#14.At what age do you intend to get married??
- i planned to start a rumah tangge at the age of 25. but by then, my husband would be 28 already. (confident giler)

#15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
- families, friends. they are always there for me.

#16. What I wish for ?
- i wish to go outer space! really yearning to touch the stars and moon. but that is never possible.

#17. If you had a chance to change your life , what would you want to change ?
- change my attitude towards study, had a positive mindset that i can get to sec 5?

#18. The love of your life now ?
- my love? of course again, families and friends. but this time round, he is included. ;)

#19. Are you courageous enough to tell a person that you like him or her ?
- depends. if im close enough to him and trust him, then maybe i would.

#20. Are you satisfied with your life?
- at certain times, yes.

Saturday, June 14, 2008

@ 2:13 PM

15 facts about guys.

1. guys hate flirt.s
2. when a guy really likes you, he will disregard all your bad characteristics.
3. guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
5. guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
6. guys usuallu try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes its harder for them to accept their defeat.
7. when a girl says "no", a guy hears it as "try again tomorrow".
8. a guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
9. if he guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime, he really does.
10. guys really admire girls that they like even if they are not that much pretty.
11. when a girl makes the boy suffer during relationship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
12. when an unlikable circumtances comes, guys blame themsleves a lot more than girls do.
13. if a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
14. if a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
15. guys hate it when their clothes get dirty, even a small dot.

thats all. actually there is 100 facts la. but i only choose the best fiftheen. furthermore, number five leaves a huge impact on me. im refering to that person, you know who your are. hehe.

ehh, baru ingat nak update banyak-banyak lagi. but got to go la. byebye! (: tc people.

Friday, June 13, 2008

@ 1:15 PM

will be going out later with mum. i'd rather be going out to anywhere, i don't mind. as long as i don't have to be stucked at home. there is a reason for it. damn it sei. lepas satu, lagi satu pulak. tak boleh tengok hidup aku senang agaknye. you hate people to intefere with your life, and now you want to intefere with my life? what kind of nonsense is that sei. and whats the reason that you will be giving? "de kan da besar. bia la de." yes, ehh. aku da boleh hafal la line tu. whats the meaning of, "de kan da besar. bia la de"? its the same like you can do something, but your own child or your own sister cannot do it. what the hell sei? you know like how people usually say it, "de buat boleh. orang buat de tak kasi." tak macam siak? and please, think twice before complaining about me ehh. i know your deepest secret ever. i can tell mum about it anytime, and there. everything is gone! your life will be like mine now. cume aku tak sampai hati nak buat gitu. so better, appreciate it.

and ni jantan pun lagi satu. i knew that you don't know that i have found out about what you told your friend about me. thats why you still have the guts to message me and acted like mane-punye-friendly saying things like "ohh oky. so how are you now?" fucked off la ehh. if i fall for your sweet words twice before, i will never fall for it again for the third time. so better open your eyes big big and just see that you will be getting back what you did to me. tak payah nak step baik and tell me about whats happening in your daily life. because i don't even bother to care. and for all you know, you will regret it all.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

@ 1:05 PM

ish! binget, binget. some people just don't know their limit. fine ar. you started it all first right, don't blame me if anything happen. haish.

first thing first, tu jantan memang mintak kene sak. chibai betol. pikir kelakar ar tu? fuck off la kau. ehh, kalau kau lei buat gitu. aku pun boleh la sial. dah happy sekarang, kau dapat ape kau nak? chibai! jangan ingat aku nak lepaskan kau senang-senang jer la bodoh! dah bagus aku tak bilang orang pasal kau nye that certain so-called secret. beh ni kau bilang kawan kau macam gitu. sial betol. just wait and see, chibai. sape yang mintak maaf dengan sape dulu nanti. fucker. bagus ar tu, kau tak ya buat bende laen.keje kau spread rumours jer ehh. asal kau tak keluarkan kat suratkhabar skali. babi! and don't think aku tak tahu la. im not the first girl yang kau pernah buat macam gini. kalau dorang boleh tutop sbela mate, kau jangan harap aku nak buat gitu la. i'll make sure you get what you deserve, jerk!

haish. sorry sorry. anyway, shall type only this short for today's post. no mood to elaborate much and talked about other things. although i got alot to talk about today. takpe la ye. laen kali. thats all la. bye! (:

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

@ 3:19 PM

my blog was left alone for some time already. kesian kan aku tengok blog aku nie. so before this blog dies and have to be buried, i better update it right. haha. okei, lets get this update thing done quickly.

and guess what, something really make me laugh my ass off la siol. got this one boy at my msn ar. i don't think he is 16, although he said so. but tkpela, gasak de la. haha. then he ask me, and i said, "ohh.fourteen ar." haha. sec two pe irni. then he asked for my number la, and i said, "takde ar. handphone rosak." padehal-padehal la. abeh tu kan de cakap, "beh tk de pompuan yg i leh knl2?? make sure lawar bab i sachok tau.ader tk??" haha. kekek la nie orang. mengaku diri sendiri sachok lagi. da la tu, nak perempuan yang lawar pulak. cerewet! dah sah syok sendiri. hahahaha. sial ar. ee, bluekk!! [[poke finger into throat.

ish, part ketawekan orang number satu jer aku. but what to do, sape suruh de syok sendiri dengan salah orang. haha. ape saje la orang-orang nie. tsktsk. ape nak jadi, jadi la. haish. (da asal dengan aku?)

anyway, tak sangke aku pekak jugak ehh. hehe. serious, buat malu aku jer sei. just now got doctor appointment ar, then i thought the person asked me, "nak bayar nanti ker sekarang?". then i said to her, "ohh. boleh bayar sekarang ehh?" ish, bodoh la. sekali check-check de tanye, "next appointment nak pagi ker petang?" haha. sungguh paisey. naseb baik takde orang lain kat daerah tu. sheesh. haha.

and i realised that im beginning to use more and more malay in all my recent posts. then what will happen to my english deh. haha. tapi takpe, english da la karat. lagi ade hati nak berbual english pulak aku. ergh.

and to end this post, lets talk about last night. very very bad. suddenly i like one emo kid like that. sit at the room alone and cry. seriously dah macam cry baby, tinggal sumbat botol susu kat mulut jer. teros diam. haha. but what else could i do? dah bagus aku nangis, dari aku bunuh orang untuk lepaskan geram? ish ish. and to make things worse, the slight fever and the stomache cramps and the bloody running nose suddenly came back. chet!

Sunday, June 8, 2008

@ 5:06 PM

hello everybody! im here to update my blog again. haha. boring ar, nothing to do. thats why. anyway, i stayed at home alone yesterday, from morning till evening like that. boring ar, but got my husband mah, the computer. keeping me company from 12pm till 7pm. hehe. thought of calling fadhilah because we planned to go out right, but thinking that she might still be sleeping, so tak jadi la. haha.

what i did ehh? i only played the computer all the time ar. do the usual thing, blogshopping. hehe. then around five plus like that, felt like watching movie. so, scroll through the list la. saw "alvin and the chipmunks". thought of watching again, because i watched it before ar. but then dah load halfway, i saw "mr bean's holiday". so i watched that one instead la. haha. okey ar, quite funny. but never watched until finish also.

then around 7.30pm, watched "raksasa" at sensasi. i watched also start halfway already. cos the story start at 7pm. then 8pm like that, bathed again for the second time. thats when i felt sick, sick, and more sick. binget sei. sheesh. after bathed only, got running nose like hell. sneeze for countless times. felt like throwing my nose ajer. then wear carrot, jadi bini pinochiio ( tak tahu spell). ishk. then cannot tahan already, make myself a cup of hot milo. sluurrpp, sluurrpp. hmm. then watched football awhile. until half-time like that, then i sleep. hehe. baru petang confident nak online lagi at twelve plus midnight like that. but then, dah knocked out dulu. haha.

then this morning, woke up at 12pm. bathed then whole family go out together-gether forever. first, sent dad to somewhere ar. then left me, mum and abang. we go makan shiok to eat. hehe. did not eat alot ar. that morning like no mood to eat also. haha. then went to the akira sales. bought fan for my room. hehe. and pther stuffs also la. then take dad from the place, forget where ar. then went home.

reached home only, then eat. watched sensasi. ghost stories. hm, so scary. about revenge-revenge thing ar. haish. one week pass already, i still haven't top up my prepaid liao. so boring, cannot message-message. especially with that certain someone. haish. thats why la i hate school holiday. no pocket money. want work also, too late already. haha. thats all ar. my life very boring ar. haish.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

@ 1:57 AM

look at that, irni and sharul lame moments. haha. we are killing time by doing all this actions and stuffs. our plans is to study and finish up our homework la. but i think, we spent more times on talking and playing games compared to the times we spent on studying. haha. wait, let me tell briefly kei.

yesterday afternoon, which is friday la to be more specific. hm, we planned to go study and finished up our homework la. then right, ade satu orang confident ni cakap kat aku kan, "jumpe pukol 3.45 tau. aku dah nak keluar nih. kau pun keluar ar. takmo lambat tau." then aku kan baik, tak suke buat orang tunggu (macam paham), so i rushed rushed packed my bag and went down. waited for him at the study corner. for 15minutes sei, sheesh. then dah sampai, buat muke tak bersalah. chet! hehe.

then went to the frontier library. luckily sei, managed to find one spot at the corner corner, got bean bag somemore. still got this someone ar complain, "ehh, aku nak bean bag lain ar." haha. cerewet ar nih mat! then study for like don't know how many minutes. then i looked at the time, its 4.40pm. so, we just talked talked la. talked about alot of things. haha. then played tic-tac-toe. wuhoo, proud to say that i won. 5-0 ehh aul, hehe. then played pictionary i think, forget la the exact name for the game. then when its nearly six, went back home. haha.

and right, i realised that i no longer talked about him in all my recent posts. good kan? see, told you all. i finally managed to get over him. im right in saying that i don't say it just to make me feel right. hehe. okei best. its weird ar. most of the boys that i have crushed on them before right, sure somewhere in my lifetime, i have hated them like hell before. hehe. sorry la ehh. but its the fact ar. one moment i hate them like i cannot even look at their faces. but another, i will keep thinking of them like they are everything that i ever wanted. haha. stop about this la. shaash sheesh shuush.

next thing is that, im listening to hindustan now. so touching. i cried lei, really cried. chei, abeh big deal ar? haha. don't know why ar. cannot control these tears ar. kept thinking of him somemore (not refering to the guy in the previous paragraph ar, haha.) haish. ni baru dengar lagu die je. belum lagi tengok movie die. haish. eventhough i don't understand a single word, but still the tune is enough to make me cry. haish. (emo sial, haha)

and this naz ar, so bastard siol kau. haha. aku kat sini tengah emo-emo, and my pm "cis, asal de tak online." and si dekni lagi boleh cakap, "asal ar de tak online?" haha. biskut betol kau. mentang-mentang kau punye admire online, nak kerek. cis, pii da. haha.

Friday, June 6, 2008

@ 1:53 PM

hello, again. hehe. look like im addicted to blogging again. haha. anyway, i heard that she is sick last night when she reached home. and unexpectedly, i felt feverish too as soon as im in bed, getting ready to go to dreamland. hehe. wah, \m/ jiwe siol. hm, okei. lets continue.

firstly, i wanted to apologize to azhar and gurmit. hehe. told gurmit that i would be online again at twelve plus last night. i really did not mean to go back on my words. because at twelve midnight, aku punye gatal, i go and listen to ria. ala, the misteri jam 12 thing la. first-first kerek la. the dj kept playing song only, eventhough its already 12.20am. then i like told myself ar, "dj ni asyik maen lagu je. mendak ar.bile nak start ni." haha.

then finally, got someone called la, to tell his story. and kebetulan, the first story right. its about this guy ar, he told the dj that he always sleep late at night because he need to do his work and that he needed to use the computer. then he said that one day at about 12.30am, he went out of his room to use the computer. somemore his computer is at the living room, same as mine. then thats when he saw the thing at the window. and gussed what, my computer is near the window also. sape tak takot kan, cis. then i looked at the time, and its exactly 12.30am.

so, i just stayed inside my room la, hiding under my blanket. hehe. sorry banyak-banyak to both of them. i know la my blog profile says "im full of excuses". but this is not excuses. its really happening, haha. but still, i could not sleep la. i just wish that i could get up from my bed and played the computer, chatting and do some blogshopping again. but im just too scared. so i just lay down, and finally. i managed to sleep only at 4am. pft, imagine i just lay down in my bed from 12.30am to 4am. but of course la, i listen to the song in my handphone, looked at some pictures and read back some of the message. hehe.

and guessed what, he called my house. oh my god. dah lame tak contact, and he suddenly called my house? what the hell. naseb baik mak aku yang angkat. haha. but fortunately, someone saved me. hehe. because i heard my mum says, "tunggu kejap ehh. ade incoming call." then tengah syok-syok aku blogging, sempat aku lari kat mak aku and do the tengah-tido action. haha. so, mum hold the other call and told him that, "irni tengah tido." haha! best ar mak aku! seriously, i hate guys to call my house. i prefer them to find me at my handphone. unless i miss called them using my house phone, then they called back a few minutes later la. haha.

Thursday, June 5, 2008

@ 10:07 PM

hello people! my blog have been dead for some time. hehe. anyway, i don't see the purpose of updating anymore. i don't know why. it seems boring for me nowadays. but last time, i used to be obsessed with blogging. like every single day i blog without fail. okei, forget about this. haha.

my mind is amazingly blank now. i really had no idea what to blog about. not surprising la, because i spent the whole day at home. bored giler, i tell you. but better ar. atleast i can move around. play the computer. chat, eat and watch tv. alhamdullilah, im still given the strengh to do all this things. hehe. so so, what shall i blog about today. okei, i start from morning la ehh.

as usual, i was sleeping. then mum knocked on the door. she asked me to tag along to somewhere. understand understood la ehh. aku ni pun bukannye rajin sangat. hehe. anyway, only abang followed mum. then i tried to sleep back. i imagine alot of things you know, just to get me back to my dreamland. i imagine of going on a date with boys. haha. im being honest here, lol. abeh tak boleh, so i listen to the song in my handphone. more worse. makin besar mate aku bukak. so i gave up la. got out of the bed and switch on the computer.

then alfian messaged, asking about someting. forget la about what. since my prepaid low, i called him up. he is having his breakfast, but i just got up from bed. heh. -.- then talked for a while ar. ehh, i found out something from him sei. cool la! hehe. teros happy seminit aku. but i acted like "tak ar. buat ape nak happy." haha. macam paham je aku. padehal dalam hati, "ishk, tak sangke sei!hehehe." but its all in the past la. so even if he tell me now, its no use. but atleast i get the information. hehe.

okei then, after that. chatted and blogshopping again. found out azhar binget sei. hehe. then asked him how is he and all that. but but kan, pft. he talked like want don't want sei. chet! baru nak step caring jap, hehe. never mind, never mind. hehe. understand understood. orang tengah binget. then, kecit! the door open. mum and dad and audi came back. hehe. then bathed and had my breakfast, at 2pm. hehe. then play with audi for like two hours. then at 4pm, sleep back until 7pm. woke up, then played with my nephew and nieces. hm, dah syok tido sampai aku tak perasan bile anak sedare aku lagi due tu sampai. hehe.

then around nine plus, all three anak sedare aku yang tersayang dan tercinte sekali went back home. then i on the computer, and tada! here i am blogging, hehe. chatting and listening song. not forgetting, im singing along too. hehe. sing-along session katekan. ~ we were as one babe, for a moment in time. and it seems everlasting, that you will always be mine. now you want to be free, so im letting you fly. lalala ..

ehh, i think i can open a day care centre for toodlers in the afternoon. and at night, i can work in a karaoke club. since this afternoon im attending to babies, and now at night im singing like nobody's business. haha.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

@ 7:18 PM

im so bored and i did not know what to do. the people that i expected to be online does not online. haiyo, they all ar. why never online? anyway, i had a good three hours of sleep this afternoon. i woke up at six, and i see that the only person left in the house is me and mum. abang had gone out. sheesh. sedih sak kene tinggal. i thought of tagging along, but yea. he had already gone out even before i woke up from sleep. then mum told me to go there by myself, lazy ar. never mind. there will always be a next time.

some people are just too caring, while some are not. i don't know la eh. different people different character. but one good thing about this person is that, even though he knew my prepaid is low, which is now only six-cents. pft, pathetic sak. -.- and prepaid low of course cannot reply, still he never failed to message me every morning. like saying, "have a nice day today" and "enjoy your holidays" and "make sure you eat and rest well" and sewaktu dengannye. i think the last time i message with him was saturday, and teros prepaid aku low. its been four days sak, aku maseh belom top up. tsktsktsk. and this four days of not contacting, he told me just now that "if you already top up, please tell me. i hope you are not avoiding me." chei, macam tahu jer aku suke avoid-avoid. but im not avoiding him, sheesh. think so low of me ar. i only avoid certain people which i think should be avoided.

this morning around eleven plus, went to jurong point with mum. first, went to see kasot-kasot and sandal-sandal. as always, its mum's all time favourite thing. unlike me, i don't like shopping for footwear. i like shopping for clothes. footwear-footwear ni, biar semue mak aku belikan. really, all my footwear stuffs was bought by mum. but all the clothing-clothing, most of it i bought myself. but if i don't have enough money, then i would "choot-duit" with mum to buy it. pathetic sak, dah macam beli rokok pulak nak "choot-choot". haha. it sounded more like "choot-choot train.." haha, pyscho sak aku. then went to pay bills. then went to eat at banquet. saw my ex ar, he smiled then waved. kei ar, quite friendly ar. now i find myself stupid for crying after breaking up with him. -.-

after that, went to dollar-value or value-dollar. till now, i could not get the right name. ape boleh buat, aku kan katak bawah tempurung. but my face not like katak la. i bought two mickey mouse examination pad and one mickey mouse diary. not i bought la. i take, mum pay. hehe. and the most frustrating part is that, mum says to me "kau gi beratur dulu la. nanti mama datang." keila. since aku obedient kan (perasan), so i go and beratur la. then went almost reaching the cashier, i called mum so that she will come to the cashier. tapi tak angkat la. so i got out of the line and find mum. but she was still browsing through some stuffs. then i said to mum, "orang call tak angkat sei. orang beratur dah sampai tempat cashier." then mum smiled at me and said, "tak. actually mama maseh nak beli barang lagi." pft. -.-

yesterday night slept at around two plus. like finally, i slept somewhere in the morning for this june holiday. keila, eventhough its not that late la. chat-chat and listen song. then until i cannot tahan. i yawn like only god-knows-how-many-times within fifteen minutes. finally, at around two plus. i so-called surrender la. really, cannot take it already sei. then went inside my room. sempat berangan kejap. thinking about how it would be if i were to go on a date with him. haha. keila, keila. ehh,everytime i said "keila", it sounded a bit like the girl's name in the story "cinta fitri". haha. pe saje la.

Monday, June 2, 2008

@ 3:35 PM

currently, chatting with sharul. haha. its been so long since we last chat. don't know how long ar, but very long.

i r n i he r n a n i says:
what kind of clue?
AULRAFIZI says:
which school?
i r n i he r n a n i says:
tak school.
AULRAFIZI says:
azhar.
AULRAFIZI says:
cool.
AULRAFIZI says:
i got it.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
die ite deh. hah.
AULRAFIZI says:
haha
i r n i he r n a n i says:
tu bkn skola pe dgr2.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
beh ape? tu asrama?
AULRAFIZI says:
haha
AULRAFIZI says:
entah lar.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
ahaha. tu ar.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
entah la.
AULRAFIZI says:
kau suke orang yg tk skola. tk tau lar aku.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
haha. aiyomaa.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
kei. sape2 yg kau knl yg tk skola?
AULRAFIZI says:
semuer skola.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
pe je. skrg kn school holiday.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
hahaha. lame siak.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
keikei. serious.
AULRAFIZI says:
btol2 lar.
AULRAFIZI says:
haha.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
hahaha. rilek la.
AULRAFIZI says:
haha.
AULRAFIZI says:
school holiday pulak.
AULRAFIZI says:
cute lar kau.
AULRAFIZI says:
X)
i r n i he r n a n i says:
tu ar. kwn aul pe.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
bab aul cute. bab tu ar. haha.
AULRAFIZI says:
eh cepat.
AULRAFIZI says:
die skola maner?
i r n i he r n a n i says:
hahaha. hm, boon lay, ite.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
chei. suspen kan? haha.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
takla. memaen jer.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
boon lay la die.
AULRAFIZI says:
sec?
i r n i he r n a n i says:
upper sec. hahaha.
AULRAFIZI says:
nnt kau tnyer kau pulak.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
huh? aku tnye aku ape?
AULRAFIZI says:
*aku.
AULRAFIZI says:
sec 3 or sec 4?
i r n i he r n a n i says:
sec-si. haha.
AULRAFIZI says:
haha.
AULRAFIZI says:
yelar tuu.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
tsk.
AULRAFIZI says:
X)
AULRAFIZI says:.
haha
AULRAFIZI says:
sec-si pulak.
i r n i he r n a n i says:
haha. ape ar kau ni.

thats all. still got alot ar. but very long. haha. hope sharul is not angry that i published this at my blog. haha. bored ar, don't know what to blog about. sorry jer ehh. kalau marah, then you don't have to pay for the movie ar, i pay for you. haha. like real. nak bayar ticket sendiri pun terkial-kial. haha.

anyway, yesterday i followed mum to jemputan. and then, i saw sarmini. really did not believe it, her mum and my mum are friends. so, the jemputan is one of her siblings wedding. then, still saw another ex-boonlayians at the jemputan. ishk, very coincidence.

then around five plus, went to jurong point to give abang his things that he forgot to bring along. after that, walked around jurong point alone. thought of going in to the toy 'r' us, but no la. got memories ar, haha. bought myself one shirt, and a few accesories at chamelon, (don't know how to spell ar.) haha. but for a while only. then, go back home. shessh.

ohh ah, good news. for me only ar. haha. everything is okey between me and him. really, did not expect message from him sei last night. talked talked like normal, but not very long ar. because this morning he got to wake up early. he got what thing ar, don't know la. ya, thats all la. still got more to come. haha. what sei, so perasan.

Sunday, June 1, 2008

@ 3:46 PM

finally, im back. hehe. after a few days of not blogging. rest la tu konon. hm, that picture is super dull and plain. never mind la. no time to edit nice nice.

weird ar. everytime when im not blgging, many things seems to run through my mind of what to blog about. but now, my mind is blank. tsktsk. wait, let me recalled. cheii.. like real.

anyway, lets talk about my class outing to east coast. though its a bit late to talk about it now. hehe. the outing was like nearly one week ago. i might have forgotten about some things which has taken place. but never mind, ape boleh buat. aku ni kan dah short-term-memory. so, i'll just talk about what i can remember la ehh. haha.

hm, what i remember? i remembered meeting alfian and kanesh under alfian's block at 8.45am. hehe. should be meeting them at 8.30 ar. but i late. so, let them wait ar. haha. then carry the things for the barbeque and went to boon lay mrt station and wait for the rest. so, wait wait. then quite long ar. decided to go and top up my prepaid first. skali jengjengjeng, cheii. saw azhar la. so kusyuk playing psp sei. don't know he remember me or not la. saw me then turn away. hm, aiyo. then after top up prepaid, went back to the control station. kei,kei. skip this part.

then soon, the rest all come la. take the mrt and alight at jurong east. wait for hui sian to come. then take the mrt again, and alight at woodlands. then waited for adeline. then from woodlands, take the bus to east coast. quite far sei from woodlands to east coast. ye, duduk besarkan pantat. the journey is super long, and i sleep like one pathetic idiot. haha. then suddenly i see they all alighting the bus. cis, dah sampai and tak bilang. what the hell. haha. so the rest all alight like rushrush ar. haha. then must walk somemore. sheesh. our pit is very very far from where we alight from the bus. its located in a far far away land. -.- crap.

jengjeng! finally, we reached our barbeque pit. huhhur. its exactly in front of the chalet that my brother make during the march holidays. haha. okeila. then we settled down. some was hungry la i think, so we decided to start the barbeque. then fadhilah and daniaty came back with a packet food. yumyum. its so tempting okei. so, me and shikin decided to buy our lunch also la. but when we came back, purrr! the rain start to pour. aiyo. then the rest decided to return their bicycle la, scared later the rain get heavier then cannot return. so, i wait at the pondok with hui sian, adeline, vincent, alfian, kenneth and wilfred. took some pictures. but all at vincent blog ar. kei, never mind.

then the rest all came back from returning the bicycle. around five plus like that, the rain stopped. saw alfian and vincent at the rock thing near the sea, then me and shikin also go up there. i think its the same rock that i got up with azhar, and we sit at exactly the same place. tsktsk. memories, memories. then me and shikin share our stories about boys. then hidayah and daniaty came up too. then, the four of us continued talking. talked talked, then saw the rest starting the fire for the barbeque already. so, the four of us got down la. help a bit. then me and shikin go somewhere to see the sunset. romantic ehh. haha. both of us have one guy in mind when we were looking at the sunset, tsktsk. after a while, we go back to our pit. then saw the chicken cooked already. then everybody eat eat together. then play true or dare. but most take the dare ar. very fun. all need to do stupid and lame stuffs. its really really funny. haha. then around nine plus, everybody packed the thing and went back to home sweet home. yee~ the end. -.-

wah, four paragraph for just one day outing. hehe. alot to tell ar. keila. now, its time to talk about my life. hm, okei. i told mum that i no longer contact him. i forgot what mum says ar, but i remember her reaction was like she agreed with my decision. hehe. mum knows best. what else? now about the other guy, i let mum hear the song that he made. at first mum could not believe that he sings it ar. haha. yea, so am i when i first listen to that song. his voice quite different ar. but some part of the song, got a bit like his voice ar. haha. forget it la, aiyo. all in the past already.