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@ 11:56 PM

[a=1][c=8]WANNAPASSHIS[EXAM]BUTFAILTOPREPARE[/c=7][/a=1] says:
then you?
[a=1][c=8]WANNAPASSHIS[EXAM]BUTFAILTOPREPARE[/c=7][/a=1] says:
any new
[a=1][c=8]WANNAPASSHIS[EXAM]BUTFAILTOPREPARE[/c=7][/a=1] says:
songs?
irNihernAniSwandi. says:
dont have.
irNihernAniSwandi. says:
only got 1.
irNihernAniSwandi. says:
miley cyrus.
[a=1][c=8]WANNAPASSHIS[EXAM]BUTFAILTOPREPARE[/c=7][/a=1] says:
wah you ar.
irNihernAniSwandi. says:
i miss u.
irNihernAniSwandi. says:
what me? haha.
[a=1][c=8]WANNAPASSHIS[EXAM]BUTFAILTOPREPARE[/c=7][/a=1] says:
huh? u miss me?
irNihernAniSwandi. says:
your head.
[a=1][c=8]WANNAPASSHIS[EXAM]BUTFAILTOPREPARE[/c=7][/a=1] says:
):
irNihernAniSwandi. says:
the song title is i miss you la.haha.
[a=1][c=8]WANNAPASSHIS[EXAM]BUTFAILTOPREPARE[/c=7][/a=1] says:
i see. u make me sadded.
irNihernAniSwandi. says:
haha.why sad?
[a=1][c=8]WANNAPASSHIS[EXAM]BUTFAILTOPREPARE[/c=7][/a=1] says:
u larr never miss me.haha.
irNihernAniSwandi. says:
got la got la.haha.

haha.ape saje la this kenneth.aku cakap laen,die ingat aku miss de.see see,i got say he always asked me for songs right?haha.because i asked him first.but in class everytime asked me for sweets.24 hours sleeping.haha.on tuesday must say to him this, "i miss you alr must give me alot of sweets."haha.ade chance dapat gule-gule free.

12.13am already.): still haven't message.sleeping kot?don't know lar.50 days with him already.hehes.mentel!okyla.going off already. p/s:ilysm,d.

- irNihernAniSwandi.<3
- i.f.d.i.s. <3

@ 8:52 PM







the second picture was fadhilah's punye keje.go and put that fruit loops on her breast.or on her bra,either one la.i don't know.this was on tuesday la.two days ago.we stayed back in class to do this malay worksheet.but paham-paham je la eh,we talked and sing most of the time.there's me,fadhilah and daniaty.then after that,i forgot where we go.

anyway,naseb i haven't buy my physic textbook.rupenye its with khamis all this while.i also forget that i lend it to him.if i buy,da wasted sey.the auntie bookshop told me its $20+.then mum told me to buy again with my OWN money.good la i haven't buy.that $20 i might as well go buy shirts right?or more MTV books ke.haha.

very bored sey.anyway,just now during POA right.Mr Chuah wrote on the board the word "pens".because the people purchase a pen,so must record down la.abeh tu in between the alphabet "N" and "S" like got one dot on top.so i tell fadhilah la that the word look like penis,if add another one line below the dot.then she talked talked and tak perasan the she wrote penis instead of pens.then like that la.so merepek sey,i know.then she say "wah,penis die cume $24 aje."haha.lame sey.i never say its funny also.

ohh ya!then told fadhilah about what happened to me this one night ar.this one very funny.but its censored.so it will remained a secret oky.only she and me know about this.she know,i know.haha.this one i rated NC16.but its not that bad la.

hmpft.finally,tomorrow eat pizza hut.AGAIN!!yessa!this time is with my i.f.d.i.s darlings.so great sey,spending times with them.very kecoh,they everytime make my day.this one real,from the bottom of my heart eh!no lie.okyla.bestfriends forever~!

now i want to go finish reading my MTV books.left with two chapters only.then after that can read the next book.selamat tinggal!!

ohh ya,long time never write this on my blog already. ->

LOTS OF LOVE,
irNihernAniSwandi.(:

(HAHA)

@ 6:50 PM

























this is the game i played.about the knee surgery thing la.looked very scary lei at first.we must use the tools to cut the skin la.then the must drill the leg la.got see or not?the third picture i don't know what to do.they say must draw.but i don't know draw what.so i just draw smiley face.

then i sent fadhilah the link la.we both played.very ngilu sey when the doctor cutting the skin all.like fadhilah said,luckily this is the doctor's job.not the nurse.the nurse just stand beside,help to give the doctor the tools that he needed. looked very frightening right?to me la.but to those yang mat-mat and minah-minah brave,they sure won't have any reaction one.imagine la if they doctor is your enemy in the past year right,sure he treat your leg anyhow one.

eeyerr..so scary.anyway,i got tell before or not i want become nurse?if don't have,then now i tell la.but after seeing this right,at first i changed my mind.but bile da lame-lame,then oky siket la.but i don't ever want to work in that fucking surgery room.i want to work at the ward.the type give patient medicine,then do their wound la,help them change clothes la,this la that la.

very fun want you know.can interect with the patients.but i want to work at the ward that got alot of a-mah and ah-pek and makcik and pakcik.they very kind one.like last year i go hospital attachment right,the old-old people very friendly one lei.let me sit at their bed somemore.somemore right,when they smile sure very cute.later can see zero teeth and one thousands wrinkles.hehe.

after become nurse, i want to get married!! i already planned, my wedding must have pink colour.but light pink la.then add a bit of grey here and there.don't know nice or not.then the cake must be sepuluh tingkat! five of the tingkat for amalina, fadhilah, daniaty, shikin and dayana. they can share with their husband.then the other five for family members. good right? plan siang2.n level also haven't take, inside wallet also got less than $10. da plan nak kahwin.

@ 7:39 PM

boring gile babi nak mampos.seriously.did nothing much today.

except for just now,went down for a while.a while only.for one whole damn hour.very fast right?what to do.met nasruddin and mustaqim.nas and mus la,at the study corner. then got one bangla came,asked for rokok.nas say dont have,then mus say have.haha. suddenly he kind-hearted want to give free rokok.

the bangla actually studying ar, then mus offered to teach him.pikir de belajar secondary topic ke,sekali tengah amek master.haha.somemore about what engineering thing la.very clever hor.i thought come here find maid,sekali standard de hundred times more than mine.never mind la.nas entertained him most of the time.don't know what he's up to also.layan aku tak nak.hmpfft.

then they played cards,i played PSP lor.i always geram when play that game.tak pernah nak menang.i see people play very easy,i play very stress.kenneth somemore say that game very easy,tapi part aku main je menyakitkan hati.the PSP don't like me i think.ala,one day i sure can get the highest score that nobody ever get before. macam paham.

tomorrow schooling! very sian. )=

@ 12:47 PM

yesterday was supposed to have POA remedial,but i think Mr Chuah forget all about it.is it a good sign or bad?N levels coming.not good sey.it sort of clash with the prelims.

felt like going out lei.but confirm plus chop cannot.unless i got reason that must die die go out.if not,jangan harap.stupid lei.i badly want to buy the things i saw at jurong point that time.aiyo.physics textbook also haven't buy.

suddenly no mood to blog,because of certain stupid thing la.cheebye.

@ 8:07 PM

haiyo! how i wish i already have a house of my own.whenever im stress,then i can go there.

i really don't expect things to turn out this way.okyla,its my fault.i thought you were going to press the button.im sorry,sorry,sorry.tried so many ways to make it up to you.

then the secong thing is that,i don't know who to believe.heard two different stories.tak tahu la.but i.f.d.i.s darlings told me not to believe *******.but i think they got a point there.sudah lar!

then after that,made mum and dad dissapointed with me.i also don't want thingss to become like this what.i know la,abang is the apple of their eyes now.but im still their daughter what,right?aiyo.just because they need to see my teacher, doesn't mean im bad what.tu pun tak sengaje ape.hmpft.

and lastly,more and more babies cries.but luckily,it already stop.hugged my anak sedare,then no one else for me to let out my geram what.kebetulan she came to the balcony,of course to disturb me la.and for the past few minutes while i typed this out,she kept repeating the alphabet.macam E.G.K.Y.C.P.S. very irritating!! grr!

@ 4:33 PM

i want a guy who will kiss me
just before the traffic light turns green,
who closes his eyes when he hugs me,
who will call me at four in the morning
just to say he can't stop thinking of me,
who will patiently wait for me after class,
who calls me back when i hang up on him,
who will wipe my sweats with his hanky,
who will sing my favorite song
even if he can't carry a tune,
who will let me rest on his shoulder,
who will let me sleep on his lap,
and will give me the first and last bite of his burger,
who will squeeze my hand tighter when I squeeze his,
who will make me feel special
when everybody tries to put me down,
who will love me for who I am,
who will protect me when danger comes my way,
who will cry when I leave him,
someone who occupies my dream everynight,
and when I find him,
I will never let him go.

VERY BORING!VERY BORING!VERY BORING!
and really tak sangke,after so many times we give her hint.she still haven't change anything about it.this is why we call her polar bear.very thick skin hor.right i.f.d.i.s?

@ 2:52 AM



(no comment lei? mustaqim not ready.haha.)



((:



(itu tige nak step cute ajer eh? haha.)

bored bored bored.boyfriend already sleeping.don't know he dreaming of what now. sekali me eh?haha! dream on.seriously, i got nothing to do.viewed his profile then saw this picture.boring boring, so decided to update. -.-

anyway right,i look through my messages at friendster.and saw this.the first ever friendster message i received from him. -

hello irni Hernani..
how are u?
how first day in skul?
da lama tk nmpk..
and btw.. i forgot ur hp no.
bleh kasi lagi tk?
hehe :)

aww, blushing sey.haha.pe jer irni!

@ 6:13 PM

ever listen to a song and then regret it later,because it reminded you of someone. stupid kan?haha. since im bored,let me list down the songs.

- tonight
- kesempatan kedua
- do'i
- cinta arjuna (a bit la)
- hate that i love you
- time
- put the blame on me (such old song liao)
- (one more i forgot.but apit song la)
- unfaithful
- right here waiting
- aku,dia dan kamu

but but but, of all these kan. the one that have the most impact on me is TONIGHT! thats why its first on the list la.i think daniaty knows the song tonight i refering to who.haha.i don't know why lei.but this morning when i listen to it like got feel something, but don't know how to say.

anyway, as you can see i put my name as irNihernAniSwandi(: right? then i was kind of sad la when boyfriend suddenly send me this, irNihernAniSwandi. then he wrote this instead -> azharirni. fine lor. then i also can write this, nasjenny.

Jennnnny...
First you say you won't.
Then you say you will.
You keep me hanging on.
And we're not moving on.

)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))): !!

@ 10:16 PM

everything totally sucks today.such a bad day. ):

first thing in the morning,i was late for school.then after recording down my name all,then OM Chan asked me to run towards the parade square.for what run if in the end i will still reach the parade square right?not like as if i reach the parade square late, then he will die of lightning struck kan.merepek.then i walk half way already,he asked me to come back.then just follow la.lantak die la,asalkan de bahagie.

then first lesson was physic.omg,that super duper BIASED teacher.other people never do homework don't need to stand tau.then me and fadhilah never do,and we need to stand.lepas tu lagi boleh cakap, "why you all never do my homework?most of the time if you want early release,i let you right." kepale otak die ar.bile mase sak.he took more of our time lagi ade ar.even if he release us early,its only once out of ten million times.then he still have the heart to say, "most of the times" and then when i said, "since when?" die tak boleh terime pulak tu.then i was looking out the window throughout his lesson.sape yang nak pegi tengok muke irritating die tu?

then after school, i found out something.tu perempuan sial really does not know her limit.kalau da bace blog orang(i.f.d.i.s) and nak criticise, say it right to our face ehh.tak payah nak pass around to hundred and one people.use your brain to think la sial.kau nak critise blog kawan aku?before you do that,kau tengok dulu la perangai kawan kau sendiri.in case you don't realise,kawan kau tu sendiri takde originality.go to her blog and stare hard at it.pakai otak kau untuk pikir da berape banyak die use our things to put at her blog.all this while, we(i.f.d.i.s) just close one eye about it.

anyway, today is my
ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY. (:
and its only now at 10.10pm,which means the day is almost ending,that i update about it.i knew you were the one that i could rely on,after seeing how you sacrifice your sleep just to listen to my problems.i love you so much.but after what happened that afternoon,i don't know if you were still the one.actually,i don't blame you.eventhough i did,but just a bit la.because,its all my fault. ):

@ 4:22 PM

@ 9:09 PM

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im feeling very very frustrated. ):
whats wrong with you?

@ 1:01 AM

itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy itchy, all over my hand. very itchy,i need calamine lotion badly. ):

yesterday chalet was, boleh tahan best jugak la. and what amazed me the most was that, aku sanggup jalan jauh-jauh dengan sedare aku just to get myself a swimming costume so that i can swim. but sadly, i spent most of the times in the baby pool. because right, i need to take care of my anak sedare la. not because i too short that i cannot reach the adult pool oky! actually memang aku tak sampai pun. haha.

then the second thing that got me feeling upset was, i was about the same height with my cousin which was only in primary six now. can imagine or not, PRIMARY SIX lei. in fact right, im a bit shorter than her also. and to make things worse right, im way too short than my two other cousins, which both was one year younger than me. really you know, i only until their mouth like that. so sian, so short, so bantot.

suddenly, i remembered Kenneth. know why, because of this incident that happened last thursday during remedial class. he snatched this one keychain of my name with certain someone ar, then i took back from him. then i acted angry like that la. then he kept on saying, "irni, don't angry la." but i like just ignored him ar. then he says, " fadhilah, angry in malay how to say ar?" then fadhilah also like tak kuase nak layan, so she just say "entah." then this kenneth go and believe, then he say "irni, don't entah ar." but he pronounced it as "entang."

then he asked fadhilah again, "fadh, i treat u in malay how to say." then fadhilah told him, "u treat her cheng chong ching ar, its her favourite food.its malay food." then he go and believed again, then he say, "irni, don't entang lei. later i treat u cheng chong ching." haha. he actually go and believe what fadhilah say. then i go and laugh, teros hilang lakonan aku nak step marah.

and i can memorised his speech, everytime if he sees me in school sure he asked me two things. one is, "irni, u got new song?". and the other one is, "irni, u got sweet?" haha. what only that guy. but he very kind, not the lokek type la.haha. asal la ehh aku berbual pasal de.

anyway, im going to talk about other things now. don't read if you don't wanna vomit after this. hm, lets start by saying, i miss muhammad nasruddin very much. so much that, i also don't know how to describe la. but if he could count all the stars in the sky, all the grains of sands in the oceans, all the rosses in the world and all the smiles that have ever been, then he would have a sample of how much i love him. so, no matter how jealous we are about certain things, i'll still love you. ((:

@ 9:05 PM

Can you fill this out without lying?
- entah ehh.haha.

Whats the last thing you put in your mouth?
- i don't know whats the name of this food ar.

Have you ever kissed anyone with a name that started with S?
- yes.asal S ehh,tanye la N ker.haha!

Last person you rode in a car with under the age of 21?
- nobody.

Can you play Guitar?
- no.

Last time you walked further than usual?
- just now.from school to gek poh then to fico then back to outside school.

Name someone that made you laugh today?
- fadzlun,sharul.alot more.

When was the last time you saw number 6 on your top friends?
- don't know la.

How late did you stay up last night and why?
- not late la,9pm.because i was sleepy.

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
- tidak!i love jurong area.haha.

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
- no lei.waiting for it to happen.haha!

Which of your friends lives closest to you?
- siti wansadaniaty. also known as DaniatyP(:

Do you believe ex(s) can be friends?
- see how ar.if both never sombong to each other.haha.

Do you prefer to call or text?
- call at night,text in the afternoon.

How do you feel about Diet Dr Pepper?
- idk?i don't know him.

When was the last time you cried really hard?
- forget ar.but its around this week jugak.haha.

Who was the last person that bought something for you?
- nasruddin bought me drink.haha.

When is your birthday?
- 10 july.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
- alone.

Was yesterday better than today?
- of course!much much better.

Can you live a day without TV/Computer?
- tak agaknye.

What are you listening to?
- 05 kata hati - tangga

Are you mad about anything?
- yes!about that idiot bastard yang tak sedar diri.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
- yes.if both sides perangai tak macam sial.haha.no offence to anybody hor.

Is anything bothering you right now?
- yes,yes!prepaid is low and i will not be at home the whole day tomorrow.how to message?!?
Are you a bad influence?
- don't know.ask my friend.haha.

Would you share a drink with a stranger?
- no.

Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
- my aunt.

If we were to look in your phone inbox, what would we find?
- messages i think.

Hows your heart?
- oky!still beating like normal.haha.

Would you take something back last week?
- tak kot.entah ehh.don't know la.