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Thursday, November 27, 2008
@ 10:16 PM




just now woke up at exactly 8am, slept for only 1 hour plus. actually i was supposed to meet Fadhilah at 8am but since i woke up late, so i met her at 8.30am under her block. went to Pioneer Mall Mcdonald to have breakfast. i ate the McGriddles, sedap oi! then Fadhilah ate the Big Breakfast. then walked around Giant, mostly find stuffs for the Genting trip. actually its 1 month from now but we excited a bit so da start carik bende semua la. (actually im going KL tomorrow but haven't even pack my bag yet but im already kanchiong over a trip which is 1 month away from now. -.-)

then went to Gek Poh because i wanted to buy something. then saw the machine that must put $1 to get the thing, inside got tamagotchi ley! so old stuff but we wanted it badly sekali the machine spoiled. )': then walked around and see alot of things. but we see and stayed in the shop like almost 30 minutes and asked macam paham only but in the end never buy anything. then lepak a while at Cosy Corner or whatever the place is la, then went back home. :D

balik jer teros tido (hahahahahaha) and woke up at 6pm. damn tired siol because the whole night never sleep, played computer mah. like i said online every night from 11pm to 6am. hahahaha. then at night went to Makan Shiok with family. yumyum, i eat Chicken Chop because i feel like eating it since a few days ago. and guess what?!

cheh! we ordered Satay and make a guess who antar the Satay to our table? its Farhan la sey! i was so shocked when i saw him but we just smiled la. then Mummy asked me to go and mintak one more the Kuah Satay. so i go la and since kenal kn, so i said "Farhan, nak kuah lagi!" hahaha. then he said, "tak cukup ke tu aku kasi? haha." k then i told him "ala, lagi satu jer."

then he said something and you know what or not? he said quite alot of things ar but at the end i just replied, "haha. mane aku tahu." because right, i cannot hear a single thing that he said. i swear that what i replied has no link to whatever he was talking about. laen kali berbual kuat siket la, kau nie pon! haha.

k la, other things i will post in my next entry. this one like too long already the post. lol! bye!
@ 2:08 AM



i don't feel like typing out anything cos im really dissapointed. so fuck you to that someone and goodbye to everyone.

(btw, this picture was taken at Bugis after a movie. Madagascar oii! haha. my pose very kental cos i thought she was doing the same pose. ): )
Monday, November 24, 2008
@ 4:02 PM

ehh, wth with that person sak? haha. da lame tk update la, computer rosak siot. actually its not spoil, cume wire ape entah tercabut. so the monitor cannot on so i thought its spoil. but now i can online every night from 11pm to 7am again. haha.

oky oky. anyway, i won't care a single fucking bit and sumpah aku tak heran k. eeee.. geram betol! nvm, nvm. i already said i don't care. hmpfft. chibai.

what shall i post about eh? this 28 nov to 1st dec i will be going to KL with family, then on the 19 to 22 dec i will be going Genting with Fadhilah. wah, tak sabar. 3rd dec will be my bestfriend, Nur Amalina's birthday. k thats all my plan. other days will just be a lepak-ing day for me lor. or maybe just rot in front of this computer if i did not go out. other things will be like receiving N-Level result and countdown. then blablabla... i don't know what else.

online now boring sey, not many people online. hmpfft. ehh, online after 12 midnight baru best, but no special reason why. haha. guess what, i haven't contact bf the whole day today. ):

bye.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
@ 6:07 AM

im so fucking happy plus so fucking sad. and also fucking irritated with someone who always tried to follow every single thing that we did. (K, I HOPE YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE BECAUSE THE CLUE IS FUCKING RIGHT HERE.) i used too much of the F word already. hah.

its exactly 1 more month to go before my Genting trip. but still got alot of my items which i ordered online haven't reached yet. buat bodoh la. if the items never reach in time, still can shopping at Genting. this monday Fadhilah and me will be taking the Genting card and then went shopping for more stuffs. huhu, tak sabar.

(sniff sniif) wah, i smell nice food. haha. wth. k bye. guess what, i haven't eat since morning. if i know, i pay back my puase. hmpfft!
Friday, November 14, 2008
@ 10:22 PM


















did my hair extentions; weee~! so unnatural but who cares because i don't use your money even for fucking 1cent. Fadhilah did the bling bling, nice bodoh. don't believe then thats your problem. haha. joking la kan.

anyway, we meet Shikin first at her work place to pass her something. then slacked around for a while and ate sushi (yumyum) while Shikin had her lunch Chicken Rice! nice sey. haha.

2520 days to go before its my wedding day! haha. not desperate siak but just did the counting out of boredom. yeay, 4months and still counting! all thanks to my slippery flip flop, it brought us together again! k come, i share this story. haha.

one upon a time, we meet up for whatever reason idk because we already broke up. then i wanted to go pioneer mall to top up my prepaid so he just teman la. don't know teman ikhlas or not?? haha. just keep quiet all the way from somewhere-near-school to pioneer mall then back again to outside school. i really felt like a mute idiot sak. haha. then i slipped and almost fell so i turned to him and smiled. (biase jugak, da paisey) haha. then like that la. i go to him and said, "asal diam jer?" haha! padehal tengah tahan malu. oky the end.

we suddenly talked like normal human being and stopped behaving like a mute moronic and teros da oky. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

see the necklace im wearing? i never fail to wear it whenever i go out. :D thanks dear!
Thursday, November 13, 2008
@ 12:33 AM

alamakk,no need to break can?

anyway, Happy Belated 4 Months Anniversary to ourselves.

its one day after 12 November 08, so belated right? kay exactly 4 months. 12July08 @ 8.41pm till 13November08 @ 12.08am. nah, more specific. bagos kan, in details.

skip.
skip.
skip.
skip.
skip.

next topic, im sooo going to pamper myself this Friday. heck care with the amount of money that i have to fork out. lagipun, shopping cures depression plus every girls deserves to be pampered, betol tk? haha.

so can't wait!




JUST BECAUSE I DON'T TALK TO YOU AND YOU DON'T TALK TO ME DOESN'T MEAN I GIVE UP.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. )':
got see people cry after a long laugh before?
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
@ 12:57 AM

Fadhilah:
but that day aku ade blg si _____ psl ni yg aku hilang number *****. psl hari
tu aku sanggup keluarkn semue brg2 dlm bag aku dpn _____ nak carik num *****.

Irni:
alaaa.. meh sini aku kasi kau confident cket. kalau da jodoh tu tk kn kemane.
kalau da name nye cinte, lautan api pon si ***** tu sanggup swim utk gi kt kau. percayela ckp aku nie. i have faith in both of u being together. nie aku serious dok. da tk maen maen. hahaha.

Fadhilah:
awww sooo swiittt. IF olok-olok (fav werd ina),aku dgn ***** tgt eh, ko fikir mak bpk aku blh accept meh?? so how?

Irni:
oky.let me see.(chey chey chey)if kau dgn ***** tgt, kau nk serious dgn de or just puppy love?hehehhe.

Fadhilah:
hahaha. anak anjing? tk nak. nak kitten love. lol. hamster love ke.

Irni:
hahahha. cerewet lak ni miang. kk. ifdisaa junior love la sng ckp. hhahaha.

Fadhilah:
haha. diam uh mentel! hahahhaha. enth ekh. depends uh.



(anyway, this is IFDIS junior. haha.)

Irni:
kalau ifdisaa junior love, kau tkya kesah sngt la. bab tk lame pon kau tahu cmfm break. but if kau nk serious kn, kau kahwin dgn de pon, de yg masok islam. bkn kau yg tuka masok religion de. then if de betol2 syg kau and nk jadi suami yg baik, mesti de akan ajak kau sembahyang sme pe. eventhough islam not his actual religion. kalau gitu, cmfm hati mk bpk kau sejok mengandung kn kau. bbl psl nie, aku yg tk sabar nk mengandung. cmfm best sak ade anak sendiri. hahahhahhaha. oky aku da bes bbl.

Fadhilah:
tk tau nk choose yg mane satu. but thn aku da dgn _____. i love him. but at the same time, i love ***** too. die mcm switt gitu.

Irni:
aku tahu care sng. kau buat mcm aku sudah time sec 2, stead dgn due2. hhahaa.

Fadhilah:
seriously aku rase (.........) i nvr behave this way before.

Irni:
tkla. everyone perna feel this way pe. mcm like two person at one time. aku pon perna actually. hehhehehehhehehehehehheheheheheheeheheehhehehe.

aku part nasihat orang jer pandai. part diri sendiri ........ haha.
Monday, November 10, 2008
@ 7:34 PM

very looooooooooooooooooooong; ):
i don't want to say anything! later make things worse. diam sudah.
alamakk, i over-reacted la. sorry dear. too selfish,
only think about myself.

anyway!
this kembar goreng aka perempuan miang aka clown seharian aku .....?

~*ριηкιє ρяιη¢єѕѕ ƒα∂н*~||-Halihdaf-|| I Love I.F.D.I.S♥ says:
tk biase sak. nak korek edong pn tk blh. hahaha. joking uh! aku tk mcm maid ko, korek edong. lol.

irNihernAniSwandi. ((: says:
hahha. korek idong pe. asl kau tk shave bulu ketiak kt situ sekali ker. tk senoNoh sak aku.

(pe sak bbl gini? haha.)

just now during our date (padehal setakat teman beli keyboard jer la) to jurong point, i told her the kind of maid i want. she laugh like maid la but i don't know why. she somemore said that, "tapi aku dah kahwin tak nak ade maid ar. nanti tkd privacy." haha. nak privacy dengan "james bond" jer, ingat aku tak tahu eh.
Saturday, November 8, 2008
@ 1:26 PM

yesterday night i dreamt/imagined about something bad.)': don't know wether its a dream or just imagination la because im half asleep and half awake. (??!!)

kk, come i story telling a bit.

its my wedding day during that time la. weee~! (wah,fast sak.) meaning nye, im already 23 by then kn. k then like happy-happy la like finally, can get married after 7 years being with him. chey,chey. :D

then i dressed up and get ready semua la, waiting for him to come my house. tapi kn, i received a call from his relatives saying that he got knocked down by a car. (?!) then cry cry cry and people around me all pujuk pujuk pujuk. then i found out the one that hits him, or rather the driver la, was one of my ex-boyfriend. hahahahahahahahahahaha.

kk then, this ex-boyfriend of mine came my house to apologize for ruining my wedding day.): but then kan! k here's the interesting part. he told me to marry him instead so that he could replace Nas, take care of me for the rest of my life and also to make up for his mistakes. wtf sak? haha. k then guess what i told him?

"pergilah! aku sayang Nas sorang jer. cinta aku terhadap kau sudah lame tiada." eeeeewwwwwww~!!! so the jiwang-miwang. haha. but in real life right, i would just ignore him la. what more can i say sey, things already happened. wakakakakka.

and yesterday night, for like the first time in my whole life i woke up at freaking 5AM in the morning just to think about his condition k since he was injured. if only i have prepaid of $1000000000 then i would already call him. haiya.
Monday, November 3, 2008
@ 10:11 PM

i don't know what the fuck is wrong la!

suddenly i got the mood to blog again. da 1 fucking week aku biarkan blog nie. everything now macam sial. maybe because of me, what la. aku pun tak tahu. but for what i know, sometimes aku mampos lagi bagus agaknye. tak pun, swallow 1 bloody bottle of sleeping pills.

lagi-lagi bile ade a few kaypoh bitches yang tak tahu tutop dorang punyer mulot yang sialnye kalahkan jubo babi. kalau korang bace nie post yang sial and terase, bagosla. but if not, then go and do some fucking soul-searching sebelum korang bukak korang punyer mulot yang chibai tu and talk about others k,thanks.