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@ 11:45 AM



changed my heading already. guess what IHSA stands for? haha. of course la, Irni Hernani bte Swandi bin Ahmad. duhh, obvious right? haha. short form for my name. cos i don't know what else to put mah. errm. and and, figure out the other meaning. k? (;

with both arms he pulls the comforter over their heads, fluffs it up so it forms a little tent. 'time has stopped here,' he says. huddling against her. 'under this comforter our names are peanut and sailor, there aren't any other people, and we're going to live here forever, maybe have some little brats who think this bed is the whole universe.' she asked, 'but how will we get food?' 'there's no need for food. we'll live on hug and kisses.'

awwwwwwwwwwwwww~

actually i don't know whats my motive of posting this also ah. i read storybook only i share, read then share, read then share. tu je la keje aku sekarang. haha. if you all realised right, the story i post all about love eh. haha. biase jgk, kate irni. even my friends know. huhu. ^^

ohh yee, lupe nak cakap. i'll not be using handphone anymore k? but not now ah. start from next week onwards. cos now must finish my prepaid first. kalau tak nanti wasted beb, tak pakai. errm. then takde orang call pon! haiya. nasib last night Faris entertained me through message, kan? thank you, thank you. =D if not wasted cos of the stupid expiry date. ccb.

never in my whole life i took close to 2 months to finish the Happy $128. usually, 3 weeks gitu da boleh habis. tsktsk. back to the story right, aku tak nak pakai handphone lagi kan? ahh, memang tak nak pon. haha. planned with Daniaty that we will not use our handphones for 1 week. reason because ..? entah eh. maybe cos we keep looking at our handphone every 5mins and so-called mengharapkan for the someone to message. haha. sebenarnye aku asal boleh je.

but whatever it is, don't contact me k next week? (;

to: you know who you are,
i think about you all day today. about the way you used to hold my hands and the way you used to look into my eyes. i think about how we used to spend our times together. i miss the way you cared for me, and the way you would asked if im okay. but most importantly, i miss you.

(this one not from book k. haha.)

@ 8:23 AM



can see? hmm. cannot right? i know. haha. come, i share with you all this story. wait, i type below ahh.

Daniel pulled her closer and lowered his head so that their cheeks were barely touching. "See? This dance is nice, too." he murmured softly. "Mmm-hmm." Nikki said, breathing in the light, clean scent if his cologne. The moonlight cast a romantic shimmer across the gentle sea. If ever there were a moment perfect for a first kiss, this would be it. "Kiss me, Daniel." she said silently. "I want you to kiss me." Daniel stopped dancing and lowered their embrace so that he could see her. blablabla ..

kk. done. haha. i find this part nice. then i share with you all la. and, and and! if the name coincidence right, then then then. i don't know ah. but i no intention or motive or anything ah. just post this story cos i find it sweet/nice/sort-of romantic?? hmm.



GOD MADE US BESTFRIENDS COS HE KNEW OUR MOM COULDN'T HANDLE US AS SISTERS. =D

Happy 1 Year Anniversary To Us.
22 April 2008.

p/s: if only you knew, how much i love you.

@ 6:24 PM

i dont know whats happening, ... then i found out that we've come to an end.

i know that im not your girl. and maybe what im asking for is way too much. i expects too much from you. i dont know. i cant figure out why this has to take place. i felt neglected. seriously. i never felt this way towards you before. maybe this time, i love you just too much. for real. you used to mcg me only at night the last time. and i felt nothing abt it. but now, it really meant something. i waited for your mcges almost everyday. be it in the morning, afternoon or night.

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@ 11:21 AM

hmm. actually supposed to go Johor today. but tak jadi. ): not tak jadi ah, but because i never follow. haha. abang also never go. somemore tak boleh lame, cos daddy gue working in the afternoon. takpe takpe. next time can go. Johor pun takkan lari. hmm. only my parents go cos they need to take the baju-baju thing.

anyway, just now i lying down on my bed ah. listening to songs right. then my mother called my handphone. she can hear my voice but i cannot hear her voice. her handphone spoiled ah actually. hahaha. then she messaged me.

mak i : testing hp.. mama dgr suare wa(short form for wawa. haha.), tapi u tak dgr suare i lah.. confirm hp rosak.
me : haha. ape la u nie. balik johor u jmpe i kt jp la. beli hp. =D
mak i : cakap beli hp macam hembus angin je.. ingat beli hp 10cent ke pe?
me : haha. mestila mcm hembus angin. sbb bukan duit i.
mak i : haiya u.
me: hahahaha.
mak i : dont layan u alr ah.
me : haha. okay la u. ______ ah.
mak i : sha dap u.

haha. actually my motive asked her to go Jurong Point because i want her to belanje me something. kk. lets wait for her to come back from Johor first. hmm.



sobs. )': sobs. )':

p/s: i sayang u. ^^

@ 7:28 PM

when you are together with him, you pretend to ignore him.
when you are much more excited for one short message from him than many other long messages.
when you cant erase your inbox because of one message fom him.
when you keep telling yourself that he is just a friend..

then you are in love. OMG! in love. irni is in love. o.O

i pretend to ignore? hmm. really ah? haha. but the ones that is 100% true is, i am wayyy much muchh moooreee excited when i received his messages, i don't delete messages thats from him and i keep telling myself that he is just a friend. la konon. haha. eh, ni based on true story k.

p/s: you said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes.

@ 7:44 PM




[Avant - Verse 1]
Baby I know,
When we started out there's first things you didn't know.
But babygirl,
We got a lotta things we need to discuss.
I know I'm asking for alot, but just trust.
You say that things gettin old,
Sneakin'round creepin' and love on the low
But babygirl,
I can't wait till' it's officially us,
I can't wait to let them know about us.

[Nicole]
First I thought that I could take it boy but i don't know,
You told me you were gonna leave her for me, long ago.

[Avant]
Eventually I will, but I just gotta take it slow
Don't wanna break her heart, although I gotta let her go,
So baby ..

[Avant - Chorus]
So please don't say you wanna give up.
How do I tell her that I'm falling in love,
And I know your waiting patiently for that day,
When we no longer have to lie about us.

When I'm with her all I want is your touch,
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up,
And I know I say it often but I can't wait
Till' we no longer have to lie about us.

[Avant - Verse 2]
Baby I know.
Situation don't seem fair to us both.
But babygirl,
She's an issue that I'm bout to adjust.
Don't mistake the love we made for just lust.

You are my soul,mind, body, spirit.
All that I know. But babygirl,
I can't wait till' it's officially us.
I can't Wait to tell the world about us.

p/s: i love you very muchh.

@ 12:03 PM






Lyrics from song.

Sudahlah jangan menangis lagi
Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini
Mungkin di suatu saat nanti
Kau temui cinta yang sejati

Sudah cepat lupakanlah aku
Jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu
Ku takut kekasihku pun tahu
Kau pernah menjadi simpananku

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when was the second last time i cried over a guy? very loonnggg time ago. & when was the last time i cried over a guy again? last night. ): stupid right? hmm. couldn't control.

if only you knew, how much i cared. i made you a little Get Well Soon note when you were sick. but i don't have the guts to pass it to you. i talked about you every single times. (k, tak percaye ask my friends.) i wrote your name everywhere in my diary. but ... hmm. if only you knew, how much ily. ):

@ 11:06 PM

k. today, is the 9 of April right? supposingly, last Sunday should be my 1 month anniversary. but.. hmm. k, don't care. broke up with him on 26 of April. sad tu sad ah, but not as sad as the previous two times which we broke up last year. hmm. ya, we got together three times. two last year, and one this year. three times sey. ): kk. don't want to talk about this anymore! ssshhh. anyway, Happy 1 month and 4 days ex-monthsary. but im still not happy. haish! should just send the "Lets break up. Bye." to him first, since we both really wanted the break. hmm.

My friends say that I should leave you behind,
And stop wasting all my time.
They tell me that I am out of my mind.
But I know that what we both share is real,
And I’ve been willing to deal,
With the way that you’re making me feel.

k this lyrics was dedicated to him. but only for that period of time when im with him ah. haish. should i be happy cos he was once mine, or sad cos we've broken up? grrr! must stop all this. ): must tell myself to STOP talking about him! hmm.

by the way, i'll be upgrading my bed soon! from single to queen size! wooo~! free to move here and there when sleeping. =D best best! who want to sleep with me?? haha. siakk! k, tak sabar to transfer the new bed to my room. hehe. next aim, paint my room piiiiinnnnnkkkk~! =D and then, paste pictures of Mr. _________ on the wall! haha. wtf. sexcited. ((:

hmm. what else? i don't want to stop blogging but i don't know what else to talk about. :|

ohh ya! just now was Sports Day. k, obviously. Ina and CTikus kept cheering for their matair. they shared the same matair, in case you all don't know ah. haha. its reeaaal! then CTikus's ex, is now Fadh's boyfriend. then me and CTikus used to 'stead' with two different guys of the same name. actually this one nothing much ah. then Shikin and i-forget-who shared the same boyfriend too. haha. actually why i say all this? IFDIS share matair eh? haha. so lame. Zzzzz. to believe or not to believe? HAHA! up to you all. no comment.

AND, AND, AND!



HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NURUL ASHIKIN! =D

so, so, sooo sorry that we didn't get to spend your birthday with you. ): our remedial ended at 5.10pm that day. macam siak kan? hmm.

k la, end here. otak blank. haha.

p/s: he can go fuck himself. :|

@ 9:04 PM



DEE!! haha. k, my cousin. anyway! her bf came cos i saw him. haha. but he is faaarr awayyy.



got look like mak2? haha. hmm. (by the way, he is Ina's boyfriend. =D)



with mum. (:



the stupid wind spoiled my hair. ):



at the end of the day. see my hair, da malas nak maintain. haha.



k, lastly! look where his hand is!! OMG. haha. kk. i didnt realised until i looked at the photo. (sorry Ina! aku seduced matair kau jap. haha.)

here is the weird part : -

there is this nenek, which is my father's something-something. i don't know how she is related ah. but i knew that she is related in some way. k, she just come then i salam her. then my brother also salam her. anyway, i was sitting beside my brother. then she said to my brother, "ohh. ni anak nye _____ eh? abeh nie kawan nye?" haha. kk lame. what she meant by kawan is matair. hmmmm. kk. then my face went blank la, of course.

then from there onwards, our cousins kept disturbing us. when they saw one of us eating or sitting alone, then they will say "kenape duduk sorang? mane kawannye tak teman?" or "eh, makan sorang? suruh kawannye teman la." haha. whattheheckkkk. then they said to my mother, "wah.. cik da nak ade menantu lagi satu eh?" hahaha. zzzz..

P/S: I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. )':

@ 9:10 PM



hmm. tuesday, go Ina house since both remedial is cancelled. actually we all intend to do homework. in the end, i only managed to complete one maths question. zzzzz. k, then asked Daniaty to tie for me scorpian? i don't know how to spell ah. there, the picture. hmm. k then, i read Ina's magazine while CTikus helped me tie my hair. thanks CTikus! =D hmm. read about relationship stuffs. how to know wether the guy like the way we kiss and etc, etc. k lame. hahaha.

after that watched tv, eat and blablabla. hmm. slacked around only. then, i don't-know-who(i think Ina) said "ikat gitu sebab nanti nak jumpe ______ pe? hahaha." zzzzz. hahaha. k, then Ina kene balik. since she wear her new specs that day, then Ika asked me and CTikus "korang da tengok cermin mate die belom? haha." then i said, "da. patot ah Ina macam terlebih lawa nari. kt sekolah, AC MIZAL(which refers to this one guy) pun terpikat." then Ina went zzzz. haha. k sacarstic.

hmm. hungry semacam sey. naseb naseb. i just toast some garlic bread. waiting for the kechiingg sound to come from the oven toaster. hmm.

anway, i just found something on the internet. it says that, IRNI stands for Intermediate Range Nuclear Instrument. k i also don't know what it is actually. haha.



i miss you. )':