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@ 10:48 PM


Tonight was dominated by the hope that he might phone. I did my homework; I watched telly, I paced about in my room. I couldn't bear the silence from the stupid phone. It did ring twice though, but both times it was not for me. It was awful. I felt really stupid for caring too much. Not until it was much later, did I relax a bit. He'll phone tomorrow, I told myself.

@ 11:39 PM



R.I.P baby, IFDIS will miss you.

@ 12:56 PM

i don't know what to say. except that the pictures below, taken at East Coast Park. hah. :|

@ 12:52 PM

Date: 11.06.2009
Time: 11.06PM
Send To: ******(:

Im sorry for letting you down. Im sorry for keeping those things from you. I hate what i've become. I dissapoint you. I burned down so many bridges that keep us going. Lost so much trust from you. Im sorry you ever met me. Im sorry that you thought i was a good person. Im sorry i thought i could be a good girlfriend, but im not worthy of it. Im sorry for keeping what i had to say earlier. Dont let my lies give you doubts about how i feel about you. I love you, Arif(:

@ 11:46 AM

should i continue reading the book which reminds me of him?
should i throw away my diary, the one with his names all over it?
should i delete all his messages in my inbox? (833 of it, btw.)
should i delete his pictures in my phone? wait, the one under images.
should i change his names from ______ Cute(: to just ______? (contacts, btw.)

haish. should i, should i, should i? somebody answer me with a yes or no, please? ):!

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@ 11:02 PM

On Saturday,6 June, (heh) we went for Shikin's relative wedding. some sort like that la. cos i don't know how to explain/elaborate. k, pictures below. haha.





All these pictures above right, actually kite semue baru je siap. hahaha. orang siap dari rumah, nie kite orang siap kat rumah pengantin. tkpe, boleh amalkan. hah.


among all the 2189415 pictures taken on that day, i like this picture best. betol, serious. haha.


aku macam paham je pakaikan deknie lip gloss, padehal aku nye sendiri ber-teraboh. tkpe, atlast menjadi jugak. haha.



after everyone finish siap siap and make-up make-up and everything. hah.


err.. this one. baru lepas makan. heh.


this picture right, hmph! i need to wait for 48hours and 59mins before dorang betol betol ready for me to snap. if not, bile aku nak amek je they laugh laugh la, tickle each other la, hug la, kiss la. cheyy, the last two exaggerate jer.




pose pose with flowers. do i look like a.. haha. k, nvm.






IFDIS individual photos. khekhe.


standard, the miangs. and mentel. heh.


pretty right, pretty right? hah. =D


heh. complete IFDIS. but the photo a bit dark ah. nvm ah. kan romantic gelap gelap. ^^


hehe. nie, aku da gatal nak kahwin.


but bukan ku sorang! Shikin pun same. haha.


and Ina lagi! haha.

k, thats all. wait, let me end this by saying i love IFDIS. haha. memang random, but i mean it okay. k, take care people! =D

@ 6:55 PM

met IFDIS after school yesterday, which is, err.. 2nd of June? =D ohh ya. yesterday date 2nd. LOL. suddenly i remembered that i once told Daniaty this, "kalau aku ader matair, aku nak date 2nd ah." haha. and my wish came true! im really attached on the 2nd. hah. okay, fake fake jer. i pronounced myself single since 26 March 09. huuuah~



edited by my one & only Kembar Goreng, Nur Fadhilah. hah. right after she snapped this picture, she said "irni, dahi kau jendol(?) jugak eh." HAH. kau baru tahu ke yang dahi aku ni size macam sepuluh padang bola?


see this shikin? hah. and see that pink pouch im holding? ahh, inside got Daniaty handphone. haha. okayla. only ifdis knows why handphone die aku yang pegang. heh. =D not for posing purpose eh! lol.


Cartoon and Pinkcess? LOL.


candid ke? haha. Miss Shikin nie kan, forever message dengan kekasih hati die. HEH.


that book kan! alamak! sakit hati tau bace! Arthur(Coll's bf) deserved to be pushed down from the highest buliding like, err.. Eiffel Tower? hah. high enough or not? hmm. how can he treat Coll like a doll like that? sheesh.


Ctikus, Cartoon, Pinkcess. hah. im the only one without nicknames. (except for miang and mentel, which was given by Fadh A.K.A Pinkcess. =D)


her pose same like the book or not? HAHA. especially the EYES. well, see who took this picture? cheyy~


<33; (:

FINALLY, I FOUND THE BOOK ISLAND SUMMER!! =D

@ 10:19 PM

i've already typed out the message. but now the problem is,

should i hit the send button? will he reply? :l

bismillah~

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omg. haha. he did. tak sia-sia aku ekot cakap ina. "kau try la msg die dulu." ^^