im sure you all know that im not working anymore right? ya, so here it is.

YOU'VE BEEN NEGLECTING/AVOIDING ME. ):

But who cares. Cos thats as good as me being a free girl now. ooohh yeaa ~

No more waiting for my phone to ring;

No more shedding tears;

No more thinking of your whereabout;

No more calling up your friends asking about you;

And lastly, NO MORE FUCKED UP LIFE WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU.

yeesssa, suke la sangat sangat sangat. I can see that you're moving on, so its my turn now. Eventhough you don't say it right to my face, but your action tells it all. Its been 2 months and 8 days eversince we split up and within these 2 months, I shouldn't have ..

1.) texted you and thanked you for the last hug.

2.) agreed to meet you up.

3.) talked to you till late night like how we used to.

4.) treated you like more than just an ex.

5.) went out for lunch with you.

6.) accompanied you to the places you need to go.

7.) been there for you.

and many more la k. But still ..

"its better for a girl to regret something she's done than something she hasn't done." - a quote from my storybook. Huhu. ^^

this song is for you, read and understand the lyrics)':

I just watched a show! Its about love triangle or what la. So sad. I really feel sad for the girl. ):

The host; The guy; Jalissa (the guy's girlfriend); Brittney (the third party). Heee -

Jalissa : ... she thinks that im gonna let a young girl come and take my man that ive been with for three years.

The Host : Yea, and not when the woman is a bitch. (this part, HAHAHA. host die pun 2X5 jugak!)

Brittney : ... now im gonna say it right to your face, and wish you having a nice day. Or im the one gonna be having a nice day because at the end of the day, im gonna ***** your man!

Then guess what?! What? When the guy came out from the backstage, he hug Brittney instead of Jalissa! Tsk. But cannot force love also la right? If the guy don't want Jalissa already, cannot force right? (relationship orang, aku yang sebok. HAHA.) But that one nevermind ah. This one more worse.

Jalissa : Do it again! I dare you to do it again! (she refering to the hugging hugging la hor.)

The host : So whats gonna happen here? Um, do you still love him? (talking to Jalissa)

Jalissa : To death. With all my heart.

The host : And she doesnt hold anything to you anymore? I mean in your heart. (talking to the guy)

The guy : No. Nothing. The only thing that she is holding in my heart now is my son.