IHSMA<3

2010-05-10T23:36:00.001+08:00

okay(:

2010-04-15T00:39:00.003+08:00

EEEEE YUCKS YUCKS YUCKSSS !! BLOG DEAD, YUCKS !

2010-03-01T21:16:00.034+08:00

SSSEENNNTTTOOOOSSSSSS ~ !!!! - with ArkFcuk.

2010-02-27T00:05:00.004+08:00

LETS NOT KEEP THIS BLOG DEAD, POST GMBR PON BOLEH KAN ? HAHHAH .

2010-02-21T23:35:00.002+08:00

its 21 Feb 2010 peopleeeee ~ !! say yeaahhhhh !

2010-02-18T23:55:00.001+08:00

"Missing someone gets easier everyday because even though you are one day further from the last time you saw them, but you are one day closer to the next time you will."

BUT ITS BEEN 2 WEEKS AND 2DAYS YKNOW.

sunday come quickkk ~

2010-02-15T00:12:00.003+08:00

WELLL YEEEA ~ tt explains everything.

2010-02-07T01:13:00.002+08:00

i saw him yesterday; and the feelings kinda came back.

so how ?

2010-02-06T00:53:00.016+08:00

so many memories, so many stupid fights, so many inside jokes and the craziest nights. everything crazy that we do, always seems to happen when we are together.

was so happy that we met just now, even tho sekejap aje. =D

yeeea come kisss me come taste my tongue eeeewwwww ~

bloop bloop, bloop bloop hahahaha today three pictures je lah kay these were the pictures of the VIPs in my life (: the rest of the pictures all muke aku macam taik kambeng anyway hello hie hellu hallo hey semue nyer i can't sleep now cos petang da tido macam babi hutan haiiyak someone heeellllpppp mmmmeeeee i dont know if i did the right thing sobx sobx )': aku sedih macam cheebai arrghhh macam mane nie ? ): kk breathe in, breathe out chill la irni take it sloooow ala fuck fuck fuck endure la budow its only for a day or two hopefully it won't drag till monday nooooo !! okay next topic, Sunday im going to shop for school stuffs bleargh im gg alone yea i just wanna be alone ): hahahaha perangai takmo macam chibai nak emo emo shiatx weeeeyy aku sekarang da tersampok dengan lagu last night yeea that old song lagu zaman aku Sec 3 ^^ who cares if its an old song, it just reminds me of someone yeaa yang itu penting

If i told you once, i told you twice,
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out,
With nothing to say.
You're everything i wanted it to be.
If you could only see,
Your heart belongs to me.
I love you so much, i'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free,
Forever yours i'll be,
Baby won't you come and take this pain awayyyyy.

LAST NIGHT ~ [yea last night sucks. must drag until today meh ? ):]

2010-02-01T19:28:00.009+08:00

yuuuhhhoooo i came back to blog again cheh excited sangat maciam tak pernah blog gitu kk la first thing first i wanna say that im feeling happy and sad haiiyakk happy cos i wont be working anymore ^^ doink doink but sad because no work equal to no money ): okay but tt one nevermind yknow the one yang lagi sedih sedih sangat sangat is that i wont get to see someone errr the one that works at the basement tt one hee hee eh not the one yang Ina punye tau this one different person k hurhurr its not that i like him or got crush on him ah but i just find him cute thats all okay huhuhaha this will be the last time i'll be talking about work so yeaa from now onwards my blog posts will all be about my life sobx sobx k fullstop shuuusshhh im currently eating apple now very the crunchy ~ an apple a day keeps the doctor away ^^somehow i felt that my blog link have got to change eh wait its MUST change what you think ?

actually i dont know what else to talk about ah so i post pictures only ah okay k this is errr Saturday ke Sunday punye picture entah aku pun dah lupe got a wake up call from Hafiz and Daniel at 4AM asking me to turun lepak but in the end i went down at 6.30 ^^ went breakfast then Ace and his friend came cause he wanna take something from me then i met Ina at Cosy Corner then to Jurong Point to search for Fadhilah Joey Adams birthday present then off to work yeeahh i will upload that Joey's birthday photos at the next post k aniway HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FADH AND MAY YOUR MIANG-NESS SEMAKIN BERTAMBAH amin

2010-01-27T01:44:00.002+08:00

"i dont care if its for five minutes or the whole night, i just wants to see you."

2010-01-22T23:41:00.004+08:00

aaiiyooohh hik hikk okay another post again err this few days my life is full of work work work keje keje keje carik rezeki yang halal hua hua huakk berbual macam orang tue jer irni padehal nak duit untuk shopping shopping dan membeli belah hua huakk but i realised that i spend most of my money on food junks leh how like that chett eh yeeeaaahhh today is Friday =D TGIF because errr TGIFBIWBGMPT hee hee okay that one stands for Thank God Its Friday Because hmmm the rest tu pandai pandai lah korang figure out k tapi kalau tak nak pon tkpe tkd orang pakse hurhurr anyway i was on the phone with Nur Amalina Binte Abdul Wahab just now and mostly we were talking about work ah and especially about this one guy that works at the same place as us wooooots kawan aku yang seekor nie dah terpikat rupenye dengan lelaki tu sekali yesterday that guy asked me to check for him the price of something gitu tkp lah kan sekali sekale kasi Ina jealous tak salah chehh tkp Ina aku doakan besok die keje shift petang k so that boleh same dengan kau so kau boleh tengok die sepuas hati hahaha merepek jer then just now got this one guy age like 20 going 30 came to me and said;

Guy : Wah, you so small can work ah.
Me : Yah. Haha. Why ?
Guy : Oh. Then how if you need to carry the heavy things ?
Me : Dont know eh. Haha.
Guy : Anyway how old are you ?
Me : 18 ?
Guy : Oh. No wonder. You look so small. Cant be 20plus right ?
Me : Oh. No la.
Guy : Okay. Haha. You so small, dont let people bully you okay.
Me : Haha. Okay.
Guy : If got people bully you, just come and find me.
Me : But how i want to call you ? (this part im not trying to ask for his num eh. tkmo lah korang salah paham. berdosa noh.)
Guy : Just find me. Im Toa Payoh mat salleh. Haha.
Me : Haha. Okay.

okay dah tu jer tkd panjang lagi hahaha how to describe him eh errr idk ah but his face like cheena mix orang puteh like that ala susah lah nak berbual aiyoohh anyway Ina we were on the phone right just now then you said he told you something about me kan kan kan hahaha tell him to shut up and dont ungkit my cerite lame okay chehh fake hee hee main main je tkd la tell him tkmo nak merepek wokay ishh ish tell him dont twist and turn the story sayang (:

2010-01-22T00:59:00.001+08:00

This process starts yesterday. =D

2010-01-18T17:12:00.005+08:00

yeeaaayy i changed my blog password alr suke nyieer i love my new password hik hikk not like my old password hmph i hate my old password cos got his name inside it chehh alaa boring nye today didnt work ): but if got work later like malas wanna go hehehe standard la then now like nothing to do gitu kan hurmm time now is 5.11pm but someone said he wanted to msg me at 5.00pm but until now my handphone vely the silent wait wait wait wait chill uh irni baru 11mins per oh yahh i got something to tell to someone but i don't dare tell him face to face or even tru the phone so i need to tell him tru msg but confirm it will be very long lor and i also don't know how to break the news to him haiyoo okay la now nak berbual ape ehh errr lets talk about work since im missing work now heh my work okay je la cos i got great friends to work with hehehe apart from LINA which is Amalina and ATY which is Daniaty hik hikk we also got a few other malay girls working with us err like Nabilah and Fadilah and some more la then this Nabilah asked me Kau ader matair tak nie? then i said Aku da tunang pun. then blablabla sekali when i was working she came to my place and said Eh kau da tunang kan? Kau tengok aku dah kahwin tau. then she showed me her sparkling blingbling diamond ring on her fourth finger hee hee action eh tu minah okay la so i must action back right so i said ah Eh kahwin aku dah tak heran la sebab aku da kahwin sepuluh kali tau. hahaha siak jer tu bukan action eh irni tu dah macam perempuan keberet siak heh then still got this one malay girl she very funny also la hahaha EHHHHHHH WAAAAITTTTT!! MY HANDPHONE VIBRATE AHH-READI yeayyy he mcg me alr want to go siap now nak jumpe die hahaha bye semuenyeeer if got time i continue next post k buhhh byyyyeeee !!

2010-01-08T22:33:00.007+08:00

alamakk penat sey harihari keluar mane buulei gini maciam aiyoohh if like that when can i stay at home like a good girl do lagi anyway here's a story to share you all must read okay but if dont want to read pun nevermind then go watch your toe nails grow chehh tkd la okayy come continue remember last year i said my butang baju at the area there terbukak twice right one at Makan Shiok the other one outside school hall before taking Science O Levels paper ahhhh suay kan aku biase jugak but no just now is not my butang baju terbukak again but just now A GUY FELL DOWN INSIDE THE BUS AND HIS FACE LANDED DIRECTLY ON MY NENEH wahhhh chibai kan tu orang but no la i exaggerating only his face didnt landed directly there but it landed somewhere there hahahaha wah xial the word there must be in italics pe okay brb

okay this is a brief picture of the scene in the bus just now hurhurr sorry la hor my drawings very bad tsktsk okay but really thats my reaction just now and that scene lasted for about a 20 seconds alerrrmak 20 seconds okay and thats not funny eh walaupun aku ketawe jugak tadi tapi kan tt guy pun satu gonggong eh if people usually will quickly get up right tapi si die nie teros stone siak then he confirm plus chop with 2 years warranty malu alr la right so he just walked off ah and not even a sorry from him wahhhh maciam best je eventhough i knew tt its not his fault cos the bus suddenly jerk then he fell but its basic courtesy whuuuat to say sorry this kind of common sense thing also need me to teach meh chehh marah nie kalau bawak balik ke zaman sang nila utama and zaman raja he confirm kene hukuman pancung alr lorrr.

2010-01-07T00:28:00.006+08:00

im baaccckkk huhu ^^ okay just now had a mini test yknow ala like CA1 or CA2 gitu la errr its divided into two parts ah iyer itu practical and theory confirmed you all think about science test alr right cos got practical chehhh mereps kk 45 mins for each section then part practical kan kimeeeekk QN7 i stuck sia then i keep doing it over and over and over again and i spent like 15 mins on QN7 eh 15 mins for 1 ques considered long alr k then i almost give up but almost jer la and i nearly cried some more but cannot la so big girl alr want to cry inside examinations room very malu right hoho but who said big girl cannot cry right the last time i cried during exams was the O Levels Mother Tongue paper on 1 June 2009 sumpah i cried hik hik hikk yknow why i cry not errr bcos i miss my boyfriend ): chehh siak jer maciam pahiam tkdla i cried because tt time my nose also crying ermm running nose la tu eeeeee okay la k back to the story i said i did not give up right cos slow and steady wins the race yeeeah so atlast i managed to get 10/10 but my theory part errrr no comment eh tomorrow then get the results oh yah for the theory part we use code gitu la like for eg. PaPa Never Know Demi Lovato Best (no link i know) okay the letter in CAPITAL is PPNKDLB right so it stands for Petroleum gas Petrol Naphtha Kerosene Diesel Lubricating oil and Bitumen hahaha wahhhh semangat pe aku explain tkp la nak kasi post nmpk panjang errrr anw tt one Daniaty Adams teach me ah during O's chemistry paper but for yst test we use code like Aku Orang Pandai Life's Good and ade la lagi i dont remember.

p/s : IRni ADams became a fan of I always look at your page because I miss you. =D You, doing that thing you do - !

2010-01-03T05:26:00.022+08:00

second post for the day yea aku bored wuuuuhhhoooo roooccckk ooonnn \m/ hurhurr chatting with Sharul Rafizi now maciam dah lame gitu kan tak tengok muke kau hik hik hik takpe takpe will be meeting him later at 12PM plus plus finally per jumpe huakk when was the last time we meet eh tsk tsk dah lame siol anyway HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY OKAY BESTFRIEND heee lambat pe aku wish kat blog but never the mind on the day itself i mcg him at 12AM alr ^^ okayla meh meh i post pictures la okay i tengah takde keje la skrg hurhurr please mind some of the pictures cos either me or him tengah maaaaaasaaaaaaii o.O love you lahh bestfriend muah muuah!!

2010-01-03T02:54:00.006+08:00

eeee boring nye haiyoh - very very very very hungry sey tadi dah eat abeh now still very hungry and my fav drink finish alr ): everynight i sleep until 6AM and i drink 3 or 4 packets mane tak habis hm suay ah dah lapar then now thirsty pulak haiyoo oh ya i didnt went to work yst huhu ^^ cos last min kan ehem, something cropped up la konon abeh i cant go to work and lagipun i got a new job offer today wuhhhhoooo roooccck ooonn \m/ maciam pahiam cheh tkde la dah on the way gi work la kan abeh mama mcg aku cakap tk yah gi work bcos of blablabla family matters eh then i went to meet mama skip skip skip but before that aku dah kat dalam train maciam budak kuai-kuai nak gi work abeh mama mcg maciam gini "hari nie tk yah keje la okay wawa nye gaji hari nie mama bayarkan okay mama nak belanje wawa la hari nie" wuuuhhhhooooo begitu la cerite aku semalam abeh tu teros aku mcg lah aku nye ape entah tu name die untuk bilang yang aku tak buulei keje hik hik hik teros msg Faris bilang die yang aku tak jadi gi work then mcg mcg mcg lepas tu halfway stop sebab errm die ke aku lah yang tak reply abeh continue stop continue stop continue stop lepas tu malam call die jap abeh letak lepas tu die mcg bbl psl besok abeh skrg die tak reply agaknye die da tido aku tak tahu la ermm ape lagi eh nak cakap errr on friday kan aku keje seorang sahaja bcos Daniaty Adams ade tunang la kan hmm die tak invite aku ah die pun tunang senyap senyap jugak macam aku chehh xiol jer but takpe lah atleast on friday aku balik keje tak seorang diri bcos Faris fetched me from work he really really fetched me i thought he joking sey when he said that he tengah siap-siap hurhurr wah jauh pe, toa payoh siao but anyway thanks thanks thanks! ^^

2009-12-29T03:36:00.000+08:00

LETS GET BACK TO BLOGSPOT.COM COS TUMBLR IS SOOO COMPLICATED. WUUUUHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOO - !!

2009-12-23T22:44:00.001+08:00

http://ireneadams.tumblr.com/

2009-12-17T22:45:00.003+08:00

BACK TO THE OLD TIMES.

2009-12-16T01:49:00.003+08:00

Send To: ******(:

10 THINGS I DO WHEN YOU'RE NOT TEXTING ME :
Wake up, Miss you, Take a bath, Miss you, Eat, Miss you, Hang Out, Miss you, Sleep, Miss you.

2009-12-14T04:12:00.005+08:00

Its 4.12am in the morning already, still cannot sleep. How?

"I yawn 10 times, burp 2 times and sneeze 1 time already but my eyes still dont want to close. Luckily i nv fart. ):"

If i fart, i think that one 50 times already. Dasyat, teros besok pagi korang bangun korang tengok Jurong da polluted. Gee, this-gust-think. (disgusting la)

But nevermind, still got people entertained me yknow.

2009-12-11T20:59:00.005+08:00

im sure you all know that im not working anymore right? ya, so here it is.

DIDNT KNOW THAT IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO FIND MY BOSS WEIRD. AND AND, I MISS ALL OF THEM TOO! ESPECIALLY SERENE K, MY PARTNER. (:

2009-12-10T23:23:00.006+08:00

YOU'VE BEEN NEGLECTING/AVOIDING ME. ):

But who cares. Cos thats as good as me being a free girl now. ooohh yeaa ~

No more waiting for my phone to ring;

No more shedding tears;

No more thinking of your whereabout;

No more calling up your friends asking about you;

And lastly, NO MORE FUCKED UP LIFE WITH SOMEONE LIKE YOU.

yeesssa, suke la sangat sangat sangat. I can see that you're moving on, so its my turn now. Eventhough you don't say it right to my face, but your action tells it all. Its been 2 months and 8 days eversince we split up and within these 2 months, I shouldn't have ..

1.) texted you and thanked you for the last hug.

2.) agreed to meet you up.

3.) talked to you till late night like how we used to.

4.) treated you like more than just an ex.

5.) went out for lunch with you.

6.) accompanied you to the places you need to go.

7.) been there for you.

and many more la k. But still ..

"its better for a girl to regret something she's done than something she hasn't done." - a quote from my storybook. Huhu. ^^

I'LL BE ~~MISSING YOU~~ MOVING ON.

2009-12-09T23:05:00.018+08:00

"Why am I still holding on. Why am I still clinging on to you."

Im gonna type this out and send it to him by 12.00am tonight. :l

THE END.

this song is for you, read and understand the lyrics)':

2009-12-09T14:59:00.011+08:00

I just watched a show! Its about love triangle or what la. So sad. I really feel sad for the girl. ):

The host; The guy; Jalissa (the guy's girlfriend); Brittney (the third party). Heee -

Jalissa : ... she thinks that im gonna let a young girl come and take my man that ive been with for three years.

The Host : Yea, and not when the woman is a bitch. (this part, HAHAHA. host die pun 2X5 jugak!)

Brittney : ... now im gonna say it right to your face, and wish you having a nice day. Or im the one gonna be having a nice day because at the end of the day, im gonna ***** your man!

Then guess what?! What? When the guy came out from the backstage, he hug Brittney instead of Jalissa! Tsk. But cannot force love also la right? If the guy don't want Jalissa already, cannot force right? (relationship orang, aku yang sebok. HAHA.) But that one nevermind ah. This one more worse.

Jalissa : Do it again! I dare you to do it again! (she refering to the hugging hugging la hor.)

The host : So whats gonna happen here? Um, do you still love him? (talking to Jalissa)

Jalissa : To death. With all my heart.

The host : And she doesnt hold anything to you anymore? I mean in your heart. (talking to the guy)

The guy : No. Nothing. The only thing that she is holding in my heart now is my son.

SAD EH? VERY BAD RIGHT?! GOT SON SOME MORE LEY. PITY THE SON AND THE MOTHER. SOBX. )':

2009-12-09T14:58:00.006+08:00

SENTOSAAAAA(: -

2009-12-03T20:33:00.004+08:00

Spotted a rainbow today, beautiful right? Someone took this picture for me. (:

But too bad I didnt take a picture with that someone. ):

2009-11-29T02:27:00.015+08:00

PICTURES TAKEN AT BOTANIC GARDENS. <3

2009-11-28T10:57:00.002+08:00

I SAID ONCE AGAIN, AKU TAK JEALOUS EH KALAU TU DUE NAK KAWAN. WHAT ONLY! IF SHE LEAVE US FOR PARIS HILTON KE, DEMI LOVATO KE, BOLEH LAH AKU JEALOUS. BUT NOW SETAKAT FOR PEREMPUAN MACAM TU, PLEASE LAH SAPE HERAN. AND JUST GO AH, WHO CARES. THE REMAINING US WILL STILL SURVIVE W/O YOU. THANKS EH.

2009-11-26T00:04:00.001+08:00

Dedicated To Muhammad A-Rieve Bin Muhammad;

"I didnt mean for that to happen, but atleast it proves my point - that we cant go on seeing each other as friends. Maybe you think its fine for us to be doing that, just because we used to. But now things has changed. We are no longer what we used to be. I cant be like that. And I dont want to be like that. Maybe im just naive. Youre the only guy that I find it hard to let go and ive never thought of moving on eversince we split up. You know what you mean to me - what you still mean. Now I want to get over everything between us, but I cant just turn you off like a light switch. It was a mistake to see you again. I dont want you to phone me, or text me."

2009-11-25T00:20:00.040+08:00

Grad Night Photos -

The Dance Floor Rocks. ^^

pls mind some of the pictures. :l

2009-11-22T22:26:00.003+08:00

He kept me waiting for his call.

How could he. ):

Its been three days already.

But you said you'd be calling me back.

2009-11-19T16:19:00.017+08:00

First day of work. (=

Pictures for the first day of work. Hee. My boss
so-so-so-so-so handsome lor! Even Ina said so. Hee. Suke i -

But then right, ):

Just now during work, I was told that my boss was changed. ): No more Mr-Handsome Boss. Which means tonight I must text him for my POSB savings numbers so that he could transfer my salary for the past two days that ive been working for him. Heh.

But like always, nasib aku selalu macam taik kan?

His number that is written on a piece of paper, I left it inside the offiice! Ala! ):

Oh ya, and being the perasan plus mentel plus tak-tahu-malu me right? Dengan selamber nye I said to Daniaty - "Kau rase nanti bile die nak transfer gaji aku kan, die transfer lebih tak? Mane tahu lagi $10, 000 ke, duit hantaran untuk aku." Can imagine Daniaty face or not by now?

Hikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhikhik.
Suke i!

2009-11-18T22:02:00.007+08:00

Went for job interview on 17 November 2009. =D Then, reached

Boon Lay around 4plus pm and slacked at McDonald. Pictures -

2009-11-11T22:43:00.003+08:00

How come Im down with bad luck?

For the second time, the button of my shirt was unbuttoned again. Very suey right? Worst still, its the 2nd button of my uniform lor, means same place la. But luckily school uniform hor, if unbuttoned also atleast didnt exposed so much.

Too nervous I think? Tak sabar nak end the last 'O' Level paper. Haha. Orang lain pun take exam jugak, tapi dorang takde pun macam aku.

Dah confident, fan myself with the Entry Proof while waiting outside hall. Sekali Daniaty saw it! But luckily its Daniaty lor, bestfriend sendiri. Kalau orang lain yang tegur, mesti aku dah malu kan? Kan? Kan? Kan-nina! ):

2009-11-08T14:35:00.006+08:00

MY.EMBARASSING.MOMENT.

Fucked, Fucked, Fucked.

When out with family for lunch yesterday. I tell you ah, got this one mat very the handsome working there yknow. Cant deny that his cute face melt my heart ah. Hee Hee. But ehem face still the cutest ah. ^^

But anyways, this cute guy serve me my drink ley. Then when im ordering, he stand beside me somemore. How can I not melt, you tell me?

Oky, that part nevermind. Now is the worst part. When we going back home, my nephew/niece (I dont know which one is for girl. HAHAHA.) cried bcos she want the toys but she couldnt get. ): Then my sister suggested I carried the younger one, and she carried the older one (cos im small mah so easier for me to handle the younger one, smaller also what. Macam paham. -,-) and we quickly walked off from the shop. But being little kids, of course they struggle to go down la right? I got no choice but have to struggle with her also and hold her tightly. Little did I know, that it was a big mistake to wear a Boyfriend-Tee on that day. (Those kind of shirt that button infront one. Tsk.)

Because Mum wanted to go buy some groceries, I told Abang to send me home first cos I will be going to Town with IFDIS Darlings(:. But as soon as I reached the lift of my flat, guess what I saw? At the mirror/window of the lift that can be reflected, I realised that the button of my shirt was unbutton! (As in terbukak la, bukan aku sengaje tak nak butang kan.) And it exposed almost half of my bra ley! How?! Very malu alr now.

Hopefully the cute guy didnt saw. If not later he might think that Im a prostitue that wanna show off my "toot" hor? Wah lao.

2009-11-05T20:29:00.009+08:00

I want a guy who will kiss me
just before the traffic light turns green,
who closes his eyes when he hugs me,
who will call me at four in the morning
just to say he can't stop thinking of me,
who will patiently wait for me after class,
who calls me back when i hang up on him,
who will wipe my sweats with his hanky,
who will sing my favorite song
even if he can't carry a tune,
who will let me rest on his shoulder,
who will let me sleep on his lap,
and will give me the first and last bite of his burger,
who will squeeze my hand tighter when I squeeze his,

who will tickle me when I teased him,
who will make me feel special
when everybody tries to put me down,
who will love me for who I am,
who will protect me when danger comes my way,
who will cry when I leave him,
someone who occupies my dream everynight,
and when I find him,
I will never let him go.

IN RED - PASSED, IN GREEN - HALF PASSED

IN BOLD - PASSED, AND HALF PASSED

You scored 10 out of 17.

Love you, =D!

But your test, I scored 0. How? ):

2009-11-05T19:08:00.011+08:00

Me: He asked me why we broke up.
Arep: Is it? Then?
Me: He said, "I da cakap, you dgn Arep tk boleh last long punye."
Arep: I see, there's a small fly poking his nose into other people's business,
Me: And masok campor in other people's affair,
Arep: And buzzing around us..
Me: And he doesnt know how to mind his own business.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Im not angry bcos he asked why we broke up, Im pissed off bcos he said we couldnt last long. How could he! ):

Eventhough its the fact, but thats none of his business. Right?

Kalau kite nk gaduh ke, nk break ke, nk patch ke, nk nangis ke, nk maki ke, nk MAIN ke, kite tk menyusahkn die pun kn?

(please mind the MAIN, im just pissed off.)

And he' very irritating. Very very irritating. Call my house in the middle of the night just to ask, "Asal tak pakai handphone lagi?" Then he puts down.

Then a few minutes later, he called again."Tengah buat ape? Belajar eh?" Then he puts down.

Then a few more minutes later, he called again. -,-

IRRI-NOYING!

Hmph. Dont want to make this kind of thing spoils my day.

Anyway, Anyway, Anyway... I cant wait for tomorrow! Meet him. =D

"Arep: Irni, you changed in just one day."

Ala, ): So tomorrow, im going to prove him wrong. Must show him that im not a changed person, YET! Hahahahaha.

2009-10-01T20:16:00.004+08:00

http://www.a-rieve.onsugar.com/

2009-09-17T01:22:00.008+08:00

Mum: Asal yang lain semue mickey mouse, cume satu je pooh?
Me: Pasal pooh tu special. Macam one in a million gitu ah. ^^

Do figure out what im trying to say; huhu!

thats my room after, errr.. spring cleaning eh name nye? i dont know ah. aku pun tk pass. if can i want everything to be pink, even the floor sekali kalau boleh. only thing is that beg sekolah aku blue. macam ter-off sikit right but nerver the mind. & i love my new pink room very much. (so sad i dont have the picture of my old room)

but anyhoos,

i still love muhammad arif more than my room! ^^

but i love my parents more-er.
i love mum for buying the pink curtain, pink bedsheet, pink storage eh namenye (?) and also the pink paint; & i love my dad for drilling the ralling and putting the curtain for me, for driiling a hole to hang the storage and for painting the room.

jadi basically, i love these three people very very very very very much! muuah muuuuuaahh!!

2009-09-13T13:25:00.002+08:00

WHAT SHALL I DO TODAY?

STUDY PHYSICS OR CLEAN MY ROOM? HMMM.

2009-09-12T11:02:00.002+08:00

can someone tell me whats happening to my handphone eh?

its still charging even when i've taken out the charger punye wire. gile ke ape nie hp. seriously, the battery bar is still moving! jangan jangan handphone aku berhantu tak? *wooo~ takot, takot.. sape sih tuan nye? am i the pewaris or what? se-care-ry ..

actually i realised this since yesterday, at around 4.30pm gitu when im on my way to art park. first impression mesti jakon la right? but lame lame macam irritating pun ade? anyway, so many hours have passed and its still charging. -.-

sampai aku da jumpe arep and friends;
sampai aku da trained down to geylang;
sampai aku da buke;
sampai aku da jalan jalan kat bazaar;
sampai aku da light rokok terbalik; (i light the filter by the way, kesian mamat yang kene hisap!)
sampai aku da trained balik to boon lay;
sampai aku da lepak;
sampai aku da balik;
sampai aku da mandi;
sampai aku da tengok cerite bohsia;
sampai aku da on the phone;
sampai aku da sahur;
sampai aku da tido balik;
sampai la sekarang ..

(anyway, thats basically what i did last night ^^)

and now the battery is still moving! nnt tibe tibe keluar "battery full" and another second, keluar "charging" pulak. (tapi takpe, free electricity kan?)

2009-09-09T22:08:00.001+08:00

Seorang nenek datang menziarahi rumah cucu perempuannya yang baru sahaja berkahwin.

Setelah membunyikan loceng, si nenek terkejut kerana mendapati cucu perempuannya membuka pintu tanpa seurat benang pun di badannya.

Belum sempat si nenek bertanya, si cucu berkata, dgn tersipu malu si cucu menyapa,
"Saya sedang menunggu suami saya pulang dari bekerja ni nek!"

"Yang kau telanjang tu kenape!!!??? " marah si nenek.

" Ala nek, ini la BAJU CINTA saya," balas si cucu perempuannya.

"BAJU CINTA ??" si nenek kehairanan.

"Ya, suami saya menyukainya dan saya juga begitu senang MEMPAMERKANnya. Saya harap nenek balik dulu sebelum suami saya pulang kerana tentu suami saya akan berasa malu melihat saya memakai BAJU CINTA ini di hadapan nenek.."
Pinta si cucu dengan penuh hormat.

Si nenek faham kehendak cucunya. Dia berfikir; mungkin itu cara terbaru si isteri melayan sang suami...

Di dalam perjalanan pulang si nenek mendapat idea ..Fikirnya, dengan mengikut cara cucunya, sudah tentu dia dapat mengeratkan hubungannya dengan si atok (suaminya) yang sudah berumur.

Sesampainya di rumah, si nenek terus menanggalkan semua pakaiannya,mandi, berbedak dan memakai minyak wangi sewangi- wanginya. Dia menuggu kepulangan suaminya dengan sabar.

Beberapa ketika si Atok pun pulang. Sebaik saja pintu di buka, si Atok terkejut sakan melihat si nenek (isterinya) berbogel di depan pintu.

"Awat hang nie? Dah buang tebiat ko!!??" marah si Atok.

"Ini-lah BAJU CINTA saya bang aji" kata si nenek.

"BAJU CINTA kebenda???..... . Kok iye pun, IRON la dulu baju tu!! berkedut sgt nampaknya.."

2009-09-09T18:03:00.020+08:00

HAPPY THIRD MONTH! (;

anyway, thats us in like.. fifty years from now?

p/s: <3 this pantat square/

2009-09-01T23:11:00.003+08:00

please please please please, just ignore my cb face.

A relationship is a two way street.
It's never all your fault or the other persons.
You go into the relationship together;
And work through it all together.

2009-09-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

If you're feeling lost and dont know what to do, treat me like a piece of paper where you can write your feelings, scribble your anger, use me to absorb tears. But dont throw me after use. Cos when you feel cold, burn me to feel warm. Just letting you know that im always there. Love you! (;

you know who you are.

2009-09-01T22:21:00.015+08:00

"MAKE THE FIRST MOVE BOY, BEFORE SHE'S MOVED ON TO ANOTHER GUY." - anonymous

Should I send that 6-page long message to him, or just keep it in my drafts till it .. rot?? Ala, sot sey. ): But then kan, everything that i wanted to say to him is in the message. So how? Somebody heeelppp meee~ I don't have the courage to send it. ):

2009-08-26T20:47:00.003+08:00

Im addicted to watching videos alr. Haha. Enjoy! (;

THAT GUY CAN SERIOUSLY GO FUCK HIMSELF. (not referring to the guy in the video above ah.)

2009-08-21T23:19:00.009+08:00

I wondered how he was doing, how he was coping. I'd regret not trusting myself; not being the most wonderful supportive girlfriend I could ever be, helping him through the hard times. And several times, bad times, I pictured him doing things like what I don't expect him to. I was sick of being shut away. But no matter what, I wouldn't let myself phone him. Cos one thing for sure, he wouldn't call me again, ever again. Atleast that is what he said.

2009-08-20T21:44:00.002+08:00

Where you, youve been keeping quiet the whole day. )':

cintamu bagaikan rembulan, yang hadir bila malam menjelang. kau hilang bila siang mendatang, begitula sikapmu oh sayang. - lyric.

2009-08-20T02:26:00.003+08:00

To a girl who deserves someone better,

"You are so-oo much better off without him. All that he cares about is his looks and dick. All that he thinks about is girls and sex. Not you. And all that he ever did was to threaten you cos he knows that you are weak."

2009-08-16T09:35:00.023+08:00

Have i told you that i woke up at 6am this morning? Was on the phone with boyf till 7am plus. Went back to sleep and woke up at 9. Boyf said that he would call me back, now where's he? Mum was out with dad and abang will be going out too. Home alone, again. Ive got 2 maths paper, chemistry ten years series, physic workbook, POA and history to complete. Wonder when will i start on that? Anybody want to watch this with me? My treat. =D

Its 10.32am now and im watching some indonesian love movies while waiting for my cell phone to beep. So boring. I got no life. Its 10.43 am already and im feeling a little bit peckish. Tomorrow is Monday and i'll be getting my weekly allowance. Ive been eyeing that pink earpiece and its gonna be mine soon. *Rub both palms with an evil smile. Im craving for McDonalds Breakfast but too bad, its already 10.46am now. )': Muhammad Arif Bin Mohammed, when can we have breakfast together again just like before?

Take my hand, Take a breath
Pull me close, And take one step
Keep your eyes, Locked on mine
And let the music be your guide.
Lalalalala...

- Can I Have This Dance.

Its 11.38am now. Maybe he have already gone out and will only be back home at 7pm plus plus plus.

2009-08-15T12:23:00.005+08:00

Watch this!!

<33

p/s: Thanks for the lies.

2009-08-12T17:51:00.009+08:00

2009-08-08T09:10:00.020+08:00

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION.

2009-08-07T18:21:00.023+08:00

NATIONAL DAY PREPARATION.

2009-08-03T20:02:00.012+08:00

Here's another one! Hmpft! Pointing to my "palat". (which is actually a pimple.)

Mr Stick-Out-Tongue & Mrs Staring-Into-Space.

Fuck you very very much.

Bestfriends are like glue when everything falls apart. Thats what he is, my GLUE! =D

I forgot what the hell we are laughing at. :

Bluek, Blueks~!

Someone laughing at me when im covering my palat/mole (again, its a pimple) when taking this picture. )): sobx.

Obviously, im not ready. ):

LASTLY, I MISS MEETING YOU OUTSIDE MY CLASS DURING RECESS TIME. ):

Cey~

2009-08-02T19:43:00.005+08:00

Middle finger.

Someone hit my hand with his leg. ): (PURPOSELY!) Thats why the picture become like that.

My fugliest handwritting.

*roll eyes* Chey!

Da makan, tido. HMPFT.

Cameraman : Arep.

5.58Am - Wake up call from Arep.
6.30Am - Another wake up call from Arep.
6.45Am - Another wake up call from Arep, again.

After three calls, baru la aku bangun. Met them at 7.30Am, at Jurong Point Mcdonalds. Supposedly at 7Am. Haha. Sorry ah late. Eat, then lepak. Halfway, Nizam go back cos he got soccer. Then left the two of us. Go back to Jurong Point, but Mini Toons still closed. ): So go to NTUC Fairprice. Buy Mickey Mouse pillow, small dustbin (for my room!) and the keychain. Hee~! I take the Minnie Mouse keychain. Bla bla bla .. 12.30Pm reached home. Then sleep. =D

Arep : WaPalat, mane kawan-kawan kau yang lain?
Me : Kat rumah uh. Asal?
Nizam : Tak. Maksud kite lalat-lalat yang lain.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Very funny, Nizam & Arep. (sacarstic)

know why or not? cos i got a new mole on my face. ): But lucky not so big like Phua Chu Kang one. Hmph. (fake mole by the way, not real oky!)

2009-07-30T00:03:00.011+08:00

If only i could turn back time, I wouldn't say those things to you. Im terribly sorry. Nvm. Things already happened. There's nothing i could do. )):

2009-07-29T23:33:00.001+08:00

Looks like someone can't wait for that thing to pee on him. HAHA.

Me and You.

Sorry for you-know-i-know-what. )):

2009-07-28T17:49:00.001+08:00

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fullstop.

2009-07-22T19:20:00.003+08:00

Just finished updating my private blog. Phew! Guess what Ika said is correct. "Ala, da ade private blog nanti blog yang nie jarang update." - Ika. K, i'll try to keep this blog as alive as possible. But tak promise. Hee hee. Anyway, im not going to do a proper update. And all tags replied. ^^

2009-07-16T21:05:00.003+08:00

k, the story goes like this ..

Arep told me that the Sunday plan was messed up, and everyone is not going. )): sobx sobx. then Daniaty messaged me, she told me to meet her at 1.45pm on Sunday. then i told Arep, he said "ohh. you guys go ah. i meeting my friend Sunday, tak boleh ekot." zzzz, )): hahaha. then on the day itself, i woke up at 1.30pm. LOL. siap cepat cepat, then meet Daniaty, Fadh and Ika under my block. they told me this, "cume ade kite orang je tau. Fadh semalam gaduh nan Ina so Ina hari nie tk nk gi. then Shikin last minute jumpe matair die." then i was like "ohh. okay." LOL. sekali da sampai Vivo, they bring me up to the rooftop and tadaaa~ the rest were already waiting there. including Arep, thought he really will not be going. HAHAHA! awwww~~

2009-07-13T20:40:00.013+08:00

MY BELATED BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION. ((:

toilet~ just reached Vivo. before meeting the rest at the rooftop.

IFDIS DARLINGSS~~

Birthday Cake. (:

Ina : gambar nie kau macam tengah alter coli sey. haha. )):

=D!

careless whisper~~

all of us/them? hah!

realised something about IFDIS? tall, short, tall, short, tall. HAHAHA!

candid shots are meant to be burok! ):

finally, favourite photo of the day!

2009-07-12T00:20:00.009+08:00

2009-07-09T22:25:00.006+08:00

This is a special message. To a special someone. To remember a special friendship. To remind him that he's special in every way. And to thank him for making everything special in the special past and special future.

Thanks For Being There For Me, Sharul Rafizi. ((:

2009-07-08T22:38:00.001+08:00

MR POLICEMAN, I JUST GOT ROB. ):

2009-07-08T19:43:00.005+08:00

ALL THE SINGLE LADIES. (: [except Shikin]

but anyhow, i love them to the max. ^^

blablabla.
blablabla.
blablabla.
blablabla.
blablabla.

& to ****, thanks for the 1 month relationship. =D

2009-07-07T00:51:00.008+08:00

[check out Daniel's blog too!! huhu. ^^]

guess what? im bored. come come, you all read la the things below k.

#1;
Tersebutlah suatu kisah dimana si isteri telah meluahkan rasa tidak puas hatinya pada si suami yang berbunyi lebih kurang begini..

Isteri: Apalah abang nie. Asalkan kawan abang datang, abang mesti cakap rumah abang, kereta abang, TV abang, sofa abang. Tak adil lah macam nie. Asik-asik abang aje.
Suami: La.. Abis ayg nak cakap macam mana?
Isteri: Abang cakap la, rumah kita. Kereta kita. TV kita. Sofa kita. Bukankah semua harta benda nie hak milik kita bersama.
Suami: Ahhh. Iye lah. Iyelah..
Isteri: Hmm.. Abang dari tadi lagi terhegeh-hegeh cari apa?
Suami: Haa.. Ada awak nampak.. Seluar dalam KITA...???
Isteri: %#@**^&%#@

#2;
Ali sedang bersiar-siar di bandar. Tiba-tiba dia terpandang sahabatnya, Abu, yang telah sekian lama tidak ditemuinya.

Ali : Dah 5 tahun kita tak jumpa. Apasal aku tengok engkau kurus sangat?
Abu : Mana tak nya. Isteri aku tu garang sangat. Macam harimau.
Abu : Eh aku tengok engkau pun kurus macam aku juga. Apasal?
Ali : Isteri aku tu lagi garang, hari hari mau ! (hari-mau)

hahaha. wth. hari-hari mau. hm, mau ape je ehh. pandai-pandai la krg pahamkn sendiri. malas gua mau explain.

lastly;
"Cinta..ibarat kentut..
Makin dipendam makin gelisah..
Bila di lepaskan..
Ahhhhhhh.. lega rasanya.."

haish! aku boring gile. :|

2009-06-29T22:48:00.005+08:00

Tonight was dominated by the hope that he might phone. I did my homework; I watched telly, I paced about in my room. I couldn't bear the silence from the stupid phone. It did ring twice though, but both times it was not for me. It was awful. I felt really stupid for caring too much. Not until it was much later, did I relax a bit. He'll phone tomorrow, I told myself.

2009-06-18T23:39:00.001+08:00

R.I.P baby, IFDIS will miss you.

2009-06-15T12:56:00.012+08:00

i don't know what to say. except that the pictures below, taken at East Coast Park. hah. :|

2009-06-12T12:52:00.006+08:00

Date: 11.06.2009
Time: 11.06PM
Send To: ******(:

Im sorry for letting you down. Im sorry for keeping those things from you. I hate what i've become. I dissapoint you. I burned down so many bridges that keep us going. Lost so much trust from you. Im sorry you ever met me. Im sorry that you thought i was a good person. Im sorry i thought i could be a good girlfriend, but im not worthy of it. Im sorry for keeping what i had to say earlier. Dont let my lies give you doubts about how i feel about you. I love you, Arif(:

2009-06-08T11:46:00.002+08:00

should i continue reading the book which reminds me of him?
should i throw away my diary, the one with his names all over it?
should i delete all his messages in my inbox? (833 of it, btw.)
should i delete his pictures in my phone? wait, the one under images.
should i change his names from ______ Cute(: to just ______? (contacts, btw.)

haish. should i, should i, should i? somebody answer me with a yes or no, please? ):!

2009-06-07T23:02:00.005+08:00

On Saturday,6 June, (heh) we went for Shikin's relative wedding. some sort like that la. cos i don't know how to explain/elaborate. k, pictures below. haha.

All these pictures above right, actually kite semue baru je siap. hahaha. orang siap dari rumah, nie kite orang siap kat rumah pengantin. tkpe, boleh amalkan. hah.

among all the 2189415 pictures taken on that day, i like this picture best. betol, serious. haha.

aku macam paham je pakaikan deknie lip gloss, padehal aku nye sendiri ber-teraboh. tkpe, atlast menjadi jugak. haha.

after everyone finish siap siap and make-up make-up and everything. hah.

err.. this one. baru lepas makan. heh.

this picture right, hmph! i need to wait for 48hours and 59mins before dorang betol betol ready for me to snap. if not, bile aku nak amek je they laugh laugh la, tickle each other la, hug la, kiss la. cheyy, the last two exaggerate jer.

pose pose with flowers. do i look like a.. haha. k, nvm.

IFDIS individual photos. khekhe.

standard, the miangs. and mentel. heh.

pretty right, pretty right? hah. =D

heh. complete IFDIS. but the photo a bit dark ah. nvm ah. kan romantic gelap gelap. ^^

hehe. nie, aku da gatal nak kahwin.

but bukan ku sorang! Shikin pun same. haha.

and Ina lagi! haha.

k, thats all. wait, let me end this by saying i love IFDIS. haha. memang random, but i mean it okay. k, take care people! =D

2009-06-03T18:55:00.010+08:00

met IFDIS after school yesterday, which is, err.. 2nd of June? =D ohh ya. yesterday date 2nd. LOL. suddenly i remembered that i once told Daniaty this, "kalau aku ader matair, aku nak date 2nd ah." haha. and my wish came true! im really attached on the 2nd. hah. okay, fake fake jer. i pronounced myself single since 26 March 09. huuuah~

edited by my one & only Kembar Goreng, Nur Fadhilah. hah. right after she snapped this picture, she said "irni, dahi kau jendol(?) jugak eh." HAH. kau baru tahu ke yang dahi aku ni size macam sepuluh padang bola?

see this shikin? hah. and see that pink pouch im holding? ahh, inside got Daniaty handphone. haha. okayla. only ifdis knows why handphone die aku yang pegang. heh. =D not for posing purpose eh! lol.

Cartoon and Pinkcess? LOL.

candid ke? haha. Miss Shikin nie kan, forever message dengan kekasih hati die. HEH.

that book kan! alamak! sakit hati tau bace! Arthur(Coll's bf) deserved to be pushed down from the highest buliding like, err.. Eiffel Tower? hah. high enough or not? hmm. how can he treat Coll like a doll like that? sheesh.

Ctikus, Cartoon, Pinkcess. hah. im the only one without nicknames. (except for miang and mentel, which was given by Fadh A.K.A Pinkcess. =D)

her pose same like the book or not? HAHA. especially the EYES. well, see who took this picture? cheyy~

<33; (:

FINALLY, I FOUND THE BOOK ISLAND SUMMER!! =D

2009-06-01T22:19:00.020+08:00

i've already typed out the message. but now the problem is,

should i hit the send button? will he reply? :l

bismillah~

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omg. haha. he did. tak sia-sia aku ekot cakap ina. "kau try la msg die dulu." ^^

2009-05-30T09:07:00.003+08:00

where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he? where is he?

5 days and still counting. ^^

2009-05-25T21:17:00.004+08:00

see?! Restaurant City is getting on my nerves! forever unable to establish a connection. this is the 254942th times im trying to open it. that time Fadh, nie aku pulak. grrr.

anyway,

him : im sorry for what i've done to you.
me : what you mean?
him : huh? takde takde.
me : ape?
him : takde pape. haha.

i knew what you're sorry for. ^^ you said sorry cos you thought i alr know the truth right? but when i acted blur and asked what you mean, you thought that i haven't found out anything, and thats why you said takde pape right? right right?? i acted stupid cos i want you to explain eveything! but since you said takde pape, nvm nvm. whatever it is, i know what you've done. grrrr! i closed one eye this time, cos this is the first time you did this. don't let it happened for the second time. but anyway, aku tak heran pun. pooo-dii~!

p/s: i kind-of still waiting for your call. (abso-fucking-lutely not refering to the guy above!)

2009-05-18T21:19:00.013+08:00

bibir i berkilat kalahkan cincin berlian. cheyy, penipu. haha. lame. ^^

anyway, my updates today will be mostly on conversations sebab i tengah takde mood nak translate into words and elaborate and i tengah malas lagipon so.. erm.. err.. here it goes.

DANIATY says:
then how the POA tuition went? hahaha.
Fadhilah~ says:
the want die kene ajar org bawah. that one i know. but i don't know she really got teach. MAMPOS LAH BDK TU FAIL NNT. LOL. siak sak aku.
(: irni hernani. says:
haha. memang aku agak die fail pon! sumpah aku ajar sembarang! out of 100%, dalam 30% je aku ajar betol.
DANIATY says:
OMIDOUBLEGAWD.

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DANIATY says:
irni!!!!! ade budak tanye aku tadi pasal gambar yang kite berdue. then he ask who are you. i say sister. then he believe! aku suruh die add kau.

blablabla says:
hi. you are daniaty sister is it? hello.
(: irni hernani. says:
yup. hehs. hello.
blablabla says:
you how old?
(: irni hernani. says:
same age. as daniaty.
blablabla says:
huh?
(: irni hernani. says:
but her birthday december. mine january. so i born 1st.
blablabla says:
oh. wow. haha. good good.

(: irni hernani. says:
tak ah. die tengah chat dengan aku nie. hahaha. kekek. eh, u bilang die kite tinggal mane ah? cos he ask me.
DANIATY says:
i told him u behind me. i tak bilang. i belum bilang. u tell ah. idk. kekek!!!

hahaha. so funny lor! kk, Daniaty has already blocked him. so now its my turn to do it also. huhu. ^^

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(: irni hernani. says:
haha. kk. tukar plan. ice cream apek luar sekolah. amcm? hahaha.
ŖееZаl says:
alaamakk! hilang standardd. hahaha.
(: irni hernani. says:
hahaha. atleast $1 tau. kalau kedai mama ice cream pencil 60cents jer.
ŖееZаl says:
hahaha. yelaaaa. bolebole laa. make sure ehkk. apek nye pon apek laa.
(: irni hernani. says:
hahaha. sedap tau. lagi lagi kalau die da korek hidong dulu. HAHA!
ŖееZаl says:
betol hilang seleree ahhhh. kuang asam betoll. hahaha. takpee ahh. takyaa. hahaha .
(: irni hernani. says:
hahaha. alermak. irni nye trick work ah seyy. cheyy.

okay, thats all. da penat nie. ohh ye, lupe. i maseh sayang, err.. him. haha. okay bye.

2009-05-17T10:53:00.019+08:00

Ina and Ika missing. dorang ah nie, datang lambat. haha. padehal kite yang da sampai tak mcg. terlupe. o.O

kk. guessed what? just now, my neighbour from the 5th floor came to my house. then right, she told my mother that she want ME to help teach her daughter POA. omg. can imagine that or not? IRNI + POA = FAILED. haha. seriously, tak pernah aku pass POA. except for one time, only. haha. even N level, tsktsk. see my N level POA grade can make me vomit blood sey. but luckily just now i inside the toilet ah. imagine if aku yang bukak pintu, OMG. i know nuts about POA. then right, guessed what my mom just said to me?

"PEGI LA MANDI, SIAP, GI TINGKAT 5 AJAR DIE."

wtf. (??????!!!!!!) mampos aku. entah entah die tanye aku question, aku yang tanye balik. how how how? HELP ME! my mother asked me to go down now ley. )':

kk. nevermind.

err.. he (------), doesn't know the truth. ): he doesn't know that i still loves him. and i don't mean what i said to him on, err.. that night? ^^

2009-05-16T09:12:00.000+08:00

AKU TAKDE MOOD!
both HE and SHE is driving me crazzy!
k nvm, aku tak heran!

2009-05-15T21:23:00.009+08:00

yeayy, mid-year is over! =D finally, can spend 23hours a day reading books again. cheyy, ^^ kk. currently, im reading this book.

Caption: All The Reasons To Fall In Love Are Right There...

yea, in your room. (; omg, doing what ah in the room? chey, tak la. ala, the story like the MTV Room Raiders a bit ah. a bit je ah tapi. err, k next book?

maybe ah k? if i got luck and can find the book ah. haha. ade motive nie. k sshhh. anyway, Nicole has got hers. when is my turn? cheyy, sungguh perasan. err, got what? im not refering to the book eh. err, got.. ade ah. haha.

korang nak tahu bende tak? the window near my computer table got cigarettes buds ley. aiyo, this is not the first time okay. wait, i think this is the second time. orang atas rumah aku peh biadap kan? haha. entah ah sape. must be from somebody between 8th to 16th floor. sheesh. unhygienic. ):

time check; 10.45pm.
fuck, i waited from 5plus. where were you? how come you're not online.

p/s: my blog heading is for you. im sorry. ):

2009-05-14T23:58:00.007+08:00

meet my boyfriennnnnnnnnnnnd~ cheyy. ^^ my brother la.

YESTERDAY:
after exam, went to Fadh's house. helped her clean the hamster cage, watched tv, eat, talked, blablabla. Fadh cook for us (Me and CTkus) maggi curry. slurrrp~ all the way die tgh masak, vivi (her cat) disturbed her. "Nak ape kat sini?! gi main luar sane. ahh, padan muke aku da terpijak ekor kau!" hahaha. ohh ya! you should see our reaction whenever the cat come towards us. Me and CTkus la of course, tak kan Fadh kan. until me and CTkus stand on top of Fadh's sofa, then the cat kat bawah tengok kan kite. haha. wth.

see my so-called heading. ): im sorry that i lied. haish.

2009-05-08T13:18:00.013+08:00

enjoy the video k. especially the 1.15 part. muke die priceless gile. haha. kk.

2 days, 6 pages, 733 times. figure it out. (;

anyway i'll be using handphone again by next week jadi da tak offline lagi eh Ina haha now i only use it untuk dengar lagu and received message only ): errm i'll be away until Sunday kk away from Singapore la update again on Monday if can la and and, i'll be missing youuuuuuu~ (;

2009-05-06T13:58:00.015+08:00

SORRY.
got meaning yknow, for someone.(:

everyday come back home early. boring kan. kan? anyway, just now after exam we walked one round around the school. one round tau, only. haha. there's me, Daniaty, Ina, Yan and Atep. cos cos, kite tkd arah tujuan. and whose idea is it to walk around the school? aku jugak. abeh semue agree. bagos la tu. haha. then go Gek Poh cos Ina nak meet Mama. then Ina, Daniaty and Yan wanted to buy bubble tea. blablabla.. "Pal?" haha. bastard sak atep. then, went to Mcdonald. Atep treat all of us. =D thanks tep! haha.

then all of us sit outside school except Yan. halfway, Ina pulak balik. then left with who? Me, Daniaty and Atep right? guess what we talked about? haha. mestila BGR kan? all the way pulak tu. non-stop. then around 1.30pm semue balik. anyway, now chatting with Atep. haha.

Teptep. says:
haha. best jugak kalo msn. tak call?
(: irni. says:
tk berani aku nk call die dulu. hahaha.

p/s: someone is not online now. :|

*yawn*

2009-05-04T13:45:00.012+08:00

LYRICS.

The very first day of my life
Was the day that you let me go
And it was a blessing in disguise
Now i see that i'm beautiful
Cause all we ever did was fight
We were so disfunctional
Now i've forgotten all the times
And all the days that i was loving you.

)':

p/s: if only you knew, ~~how much i love you.~~ how to differentiate between the truth and rumours.

2009-04-30T11:45:00.016+08:00

changed my heading already. guess what IHSA stands for? haha. of course la, Irni Hernani bte Swandi bin Ahmad. duhh, obvious right? haha. short form for my name. cos i don't know what else to put mah. errm. and and, figure out the other meaning. k? (;

with both arms he pulls the comforter over their heads, fluffs it up so it forms a little tent. 'time has stopped here,' he says. huddling against her. 'under this comforter our names are peanut and sailor, there aren't any other people, and we're going to live here forever, maybe have some little brats who think this bed is the whole universe.' she asked, 'but how will we get food?' 'there's no need for food. we'll live on hug and kisses.'

awwwwwwwwwwwwww~

actually i don't know whats my motive of posting this also ah. i read storybook only i share, read then share, read then share. tu je la keje aku sekarang. haha. if you all realised right, the story i post all about love eh. haha. biase jgk, kate irni. even my friends know. huhu. ^^

ohh yee, lupe nak cakap. i'll not be using handphone anymore k? but not now ah. start from next week onwards. cos now must finish my prepaid first. kalau tak nanti wasted beb, tak pakai. errm. then takde orang call pon! haiya. nasib last night Faris entertained me through message, kan? thank you, thank you. =D if not wasted cos of the stupid expiry date. ccb.

never in my whole life i took close to 2 months to finish the Happy $128. usually, 3 weeks gitu da boleh habis. tsktsk. back to the story right, aku tak nak pakai handphone lagi kan? ahh, memang tak nak pon. haha. planned with Daniaty that we will not use our handphones for 1 week. reason because ..? entah eh. maybe cos we keep looking at our handphone every 5mins and so-called mengharapkan for the someone to message. haha. sebenarnye aku asal boleh je.

but whatever it is, don't contact me k next week? (;

to: you know who you are,
i think about you all day today. about the way you used to hold my hands and the way you used to look into my eyes. i think about how we used to spend our times together. i miss the way you cared for me, and the way you would asked if im okay. but most importantly, i miss you.

(this one not from book k. haha.)

2009-04-25T08:23:00.008+08:00

can see? hmm. cannot right? i know. haha. come, i share with you all this story. wait, i type below ahh.

Daniel pulled her closer and lowered his head so that their cheeks were barely touching. "See? This dance is nice, too." he murmured softly. "Mmm-hmm." Nikki said, breathing in the light, clean scent if his cologne. The moonlight cast a romantic shimmer across the gentle sea. If ever there were a moment perfect for a first kiss, this would be it. "Kiss me, Daniel." she said silently. "I want you to kiss me." Daniel stopped dancing and lowered their embrace so that he could see her. blablabla ..

kk. done. haha. i find this part nice. then i share with you all la. and, and and! if the name coincidence right, then then then. i don't know ah. but i no intention or motive or anything ah. just post this story cos i find it sweet/nice/sort-of romantic?? hmm.

GOD MADE US BESTFRIENDS COS HE KNEW OUR MOM COULDN'T HANDLE US AS SISTERS. =D

Happy 1 Year Anniversary To Us.
22 April 2008.

p/s: if only you knew, how much i love you.

2009-04-20T18:24:00.005+08:00

i dont know whats happening, ... then i found out that we've come to an end.

i know that im not your girl. and maybe what im asking for is way too much. i expects too much from you. i dont know. i cant figure out why this has to take place. i felt neglected. seriously. i never felt this way towards you before. maybe this time, i love you just too much. for real. you used to mcg me only at night the last time. and i felt nothing abt it. but now, it really meant something. i waited for your mcges almost everyday. be it in the morning, afternoon or night.

2009-04-19T11:21:00.006+08:00

hmm. actually supposed to go Johor today. but tak jadi. ): not tak jadi ah, but because i never follow. haha. abang also never go. somemore tak boleh lame, cos daddy gue working in the afternoon. takpe takpe. next time can go. Johor pun takkan lari. hmm. only my parents go cos they need to take the baju-baju thing.

anyway, just now i lying down on my bed ah. listening to songs right. then my mother called my handphone. she can hear my voice but i cannot hear her voice. her handphone spoiled ah actually. hahaha. then she messaged me.

mak i : testing hp.. mama dgr suare wa(short form for wawa. haha.), tapi u tak dgr suare i lah.. confirm hp rosak.
me : haha. ape la u nie. balik johor u jmpe i kt jp la. beli hp. =D
mak i : cakap beli hp macam hembus angin je.. ingat beli hp 10cent ke pe?
me : haha. mestila mcm hembus angin. sbb bukan duit i.
mak i : haiya u.
me: hahahaha.
mak i : dont layan u alr ah.
me : haha. okay la u. ______ ah.
mak i : sha dap u.

haha. actually my motive asked her to go Jurong Point because i want her to belanje me something. kk. lets wait for her to come back from Johor first. hmm.

sobs. )': sobs. )':

p/s: i sayang u. ^^

2009-04-16T19:28:00.003+08:00

when you are together with him, you pretend to ignore him.
when you are much more excited for one short message from him than many other long messages.
when you cant erase your inbox because of one message fom him.
when you keep telling yourself that he is just a friend..

then you are in love. OMG! in love. irni is in love. o.O

i pretend to ignore? hmm. really ah? haha. but the ones that is 100% true is, i am wayyy much muchh moooreee excited when i received his messages, i don't delete messages thats from him and i keep telling myself that he is just a friend. la konon. haha. eh, ni based on true story k.

p/s: you said nothing felt as good as when you gaze into my eyes.

2009-04-13T19:44:00.006+08:00

[Avant - Verse 1]
Baby I know,
When we started out there's first things you didn't know.
But babygirl,
We got a lotta things we need to discuss.
I know I'm asking for alot, but just trust.
You say that things gettin old,
Sneakin'round creepin' and love on the low
But babygirl,
I can't wait till' it's officially us,
I can't wait to let them know about us.

[Nicole]
First I thought that I could take it boy but i don't know,
You told me you were gonna leave her for me, long ago.

[Avant]
Eventually I will, but I just gotta take it slow
Don't wanna break her heart, although I gotta let her go,
So baby ..

[Avant - Chorus]
So please don't say you wanna give up.
How do I tell her that I'm falling in love,
And I know your waiting patiently for that day,
When we no longer have to lie about us.

When I'm with her all I want is your touch,
And when you call me I don't wanna hang up,
And I know I say it often but I can't wait
Till' we no longer have to lie about us.

[Avant - Verse 2]
Baby I know.
Situation don't seem fair to us both.
But babygirl,
She's an issue that I'm bout to adjust.
Don't mistake the love we made for just lust.

You are my soul,mind, body, spirit.
All that I know. But babygirl,
I can't wait till' it's officially us.
I can't Wait to tell the world about us.

p/s: i love you very muchh.

2009-04-11T12:03:00.005+08:00

Lyrics from song.

Sudahlah jangan menangis lagi
Ku rasa cukup sampai di sini
Mungkin di suatu saat nanti
Kau temui cinta yang sejati

Sudah cepat lupakanlah aku
Jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu
Ku takut kekasihku pun tahu
Kau pernah menjadi simpananku

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when was the second last time i cried over a guy? very loonnggg time ago. & when was the last time i cried over a guy again? last night. ): stupid right? hmm. couldn't control.

if only you knew, how much i cared. i made you a little Get Well Soon note when you were sick. but i don't have the guts to pass it to you. i talked about you every single times. (k, tak percaye ask my friends.) i wrote your name everywhere in my diary. but ... hmm. if only you knew, how much ily. ):

2009-04-09T23:06:00.009+08:00

k. today, is the 9 of April right? supposingly, last Sunday should be my 1 month anniversary. but.. hmm. k, don't care. broke up with him on 26 of April. sad tu sad ah, but not as sad as the previous two times which we broke up last year. hmm. ya, we got together three times. two last year, and one this year. three times sey. ): kk. don't want to talk about this anymore! ssshhh. anyway, Happy 1 month and 4 days ex-monthsary. but im still not happy. haish! should just send the "Lets break up. Bye." to him first, since we both really wanted the break. hmm.

My friends say that I should leave you behind,
And stop wasting all my time.
They tell me that I am out of my mind.
But I know that what we both share is real,
And I’ve been willing to deal,
With the way that you’re making me feel.

k this lyrics was dedicated to him. but only for that period of time when im with him ah. haish. should i be happy cos he was once mine, or sad cos we've broken up? grrr! must stop all this. ): must tell myself to STOP talking about him! hmm.

by the way, i'll be upgrading my bed soon! from single to queen size! wooo~! free to move here and there when sleeping. =D best best! who want to sleep with me?? haha. siakk! k, tak sabar to transfer the new bed to my room. hehe. next aim, paint my room piiiiinnnnnkkkk~! =D and then, paste pictures of Mr. _________ on the wall! haha. wtf. sexcited. ((:

hmm. what else? i don't want to stop blogging but i don't know what else to talk about. :|

ohh ya! just now was Sports Day. k, obviously. Ina and CTikus kept cheering for their matair. they shared the same matair, in case you all don't know ah. haha. its reeaaal! then CTikus's ex, is now Fadh's boyfriend. then me and CTikus used to 'stead' with two different guys of the same name. actually this one nothing much ah. then Shikin and i-forget-who shared the same boyfriend too. haha. actually why i say all this? IFDIS share matair eh? haha. so lame. Zzzzz. to believe or not to believe? HAHA! up to you all. no comment.

AND, AND, AND!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NURUL ASHIKIN! =D

so, so, sooo sorry that we didn't get to spend your birthday with you. ): our remedial ended at 5.10pm that day. macam siak kan? hmm.

k la, end here. otak blank. haha.

p/s: he can go fuck himself. :|

2009-04-06T21:04:00.009+08:00

DEE!! haha. k, my cousin. anyway! her bf came cos i saw him. haha. but he is faaarr awayyy.

got look like mak2? haha. hmm. (by the way, he is Ina's boyfriend. =D)

with mum. (:

the stupid wind spoiled my hair. ):

at the end of the day. see my hair, da malas nak maintain. haha.

k, lastly! look where his hand is!! OMG. haha. kk. i didnt realised until i looked at the photo. (sorry Ina! aku seduced matair kau jap. haha.)

here is the weird part : -

there is this nenek, which is my father's something-something. i don't know how she is related ah. but i knew that she is related in some way. k, she just come then i salam her. then my brother also salam her. anyway, i was sitting beside my brother. then she said to my brother, "ohh. ni anak nye _____ eh? abeh nie kawan nye?" haha. kk lame. what she meant by kawan is matair. hmmmm. kk. then my face went blank la, of course.

then from there onwards, our cousins kept disturbing us. when they saw one of us eating or sitting alone, then they will say "kenape duduk sorang? mane kawannye tak teman?" or "eh, makan sorang? suruh kawannye teman la." haha. whattheheckkkk. then they said to my mother, "wah.. cik da nak ade menantu lagi satu eh?" hahaha. zzzz..

P/S: I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. )':

2009-04-01T21:10:00.010+08:00

hmm. tuesday, go Ina house since both remedial is cancelled. actually we all intend to do homework. in the end, i only managed to complete one maths question. zzzzz. k, then asked Daniaty to tie for me scorpian? i don't know how to spell ah. there, the picture. hmm. k then, i read Ina's magazine while CTikus helped me tie my hair. thanks CTikus! =D hmm. read about relationship stuffs. how to know wether the guy like the way we kiss and etc, etc. k lame. hahaha.

after that watched tv, eat and blablabla. hmm. slacked around only. then, i don't-know-who(i think Ina) said "ikat gitu sebab nanti nak jumpe ______ pe? hahaha." zzzzz. hahaha. k, then Ina kene balik. since she wear her new specs that day, then Ika asked me and CTikus "korang da tengok cermin mate die belom? haha." then i said, "da. patot ah Ina macam terlebih lawa nari. kt sekolah, AC MIZAL(which refers to this one guy) pun terpikat." then Ina went zzzz. haha. k sacarstic.

hmm. hungry semacam sey. naseb naseb. i just toast some garlic bread. waiting for the kechiingg sound to come from the oven toaster. hmm.

anway, i just found something on the internet. it says that, IRNI stands for Intermediate Range Nuclear Instrument. k i also don't know what it is actually. haha.

i miss you. )':

2009-03-29T19:52:00.002+08:00

one of the picture taken yesterday. ^.^ i don't like the flash sey. make me look a bit whiter like ~~chinese~~pontianak. hmm. so-called "resting" inside my sister's car. amek air-con nye pasal, tengah bahang giler inside the chalet. hmm. did nothing much also. just messaged with someone=D all the way until balik, then sleep. Zzzzz..

a lot of homeworks to be completed so im going to start doing now. :| hmm.